It's been really crappy the past few days, and I'm already so out of it that I'm starting to not care anymore. Today my friend questioned about the marks on my wrists (cuts from a few days ago) I told her that fell off of my bike and fell on my hands and arms. She wasn't completely convinced, then made a joke about me cutting myself. She doesn't know, so to her, yeah it was a joke, but I felt kinda bad. I'm not going to tell her, I can't, but I'm afraid. Alot of people have been questioning me lately. Probably because they keep seeing new ones, but a couple of people have actually come straight out and asked if I was cutting. It's getting me nervous. I can't deal with someone finding out, I'll flip. And no matter who it is, for my "safety" they'll tell someone.

Please, I just need everyone to LAY OFF