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This is a birth, my home run, my marriage to a girl I met only 30 mins ago orchestrated by a preacher with no name, This is my car crash where I get to stagger into the dessert and see the smoke from behind, this my go, my insignificant trace of life of the millions of blogs out in the world, this is my blog. My first entry.
I have a teaching job which I start in May, in Taiwan. For me, amazing.
Though 3 months ago I left a blue-chip company, in Finance. This week I have not worked. Though I have a need to source an income, I am living to an environment of rash decisions based on big emotions, walking out jobs because I didn't like the sell, the manipulation, or was just because I didn't like to operate with my pitiful ego.
Though I'd given the big 'talk', bigger than anyone, to get these jobs, the reality, once there, I didn't care. It sad when you don't care.
Tough day today, when for a job I didn't want. funny. reality bites. Though, today, I can really hear the calm whispers in soul. It's going to be ok. Keep thinking, working, trying.
I would have said 3-4 weeks I would use anger at situation to try and resolve... but in the red midst of jungle there are decisions with no logic, just a need to escape.
I can honestly say, I never been so close to my life falling apart at the seams, and felt so good and calm about it. May be this is amazing feat of denial...
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Posted by Heymonkee on 2008-01-18 19:43:45 | Rating: | Views: 84
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I like how you think.
You are an interesting read, this, and your profile.
Keep writing.
You have a curious mind, so do I, yours makes mine even more curious.
Peace.
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Posted by DifficultSoul
on 2008-01-19 02:16:44
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