should I have the right to choose to die, or should I have to wait? many US states agree that I am legally bound to a stem where I cannot legally kill myself. for any reason.

I have died before in various different ways, I’ve been shot in the back of the head, I have been stabbed in the legs, and I have sustained internal injuries from falling off of a cliff. in all of these deaths I have had no time to visit a physical doctor to observe my death. so I have little if any proof that my claims are in fact true.

Every time I have died I have come back to life through an act of higher power. when I was a teenager I used power and created two vials of liquid, one would give me infinite life the other would give me infinite lives, I never saw the one that would give me infinite life, but an old friend did.

walking through the garden I up and decided to try and use the power of the gods, I’m not sure why I did this at the time there had been no thoughts in my mind of being a god, or any thoughts of having power. when I saw the second vial of liquid which would give me infinite lives I ran to it picked it up drank the contents and tossed the vial away, my old friend must have decided what I was drinking must be some good stuff for he stumbled to catch drop and secure the vial of liquid and drink the last drops. then asked me what he had just drank.

I am diagnosed with a mental illness, because it is the psychiatrists word against mine. I believe that when I die I do not go on to the happy place of your religion or it's counterpart but rather I will rise from the dead again. the psychiatrists seem to have a different stand point.

so should i have the right to die to proove that i am not what these doctors think i am?