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There's always a boy, isn't there? Well, sadly in my case there are four...
Aaaaaah, me and my ex. We were pretty inseperable back in the day. Like actually, we would schedule our days so we were together 24/7. And we were together for around a year. Longest relationship I've ever had. Now we've broken up. It was a mutual choice, and happened a while back now, but the hardest part bout it all is not the fact that I lost my boyfriend, It's the fact that I lost my BESTfriend. I feel like I just can't talk to him like I used to. The thing that made us friends i the first place is gone, so we're slowly drifting further and further apart. We've talked about it, and he feels the same way. There's no romantic connotations involved in missing eachother, we just do...
We miss how we were, and it scares me a little to think that we may never be the same.
- Boy Number Two: The Hater
Ahaha. I didn't quite know what to put for this one, so I labelled him "the hater". I dunno quite what to say about this one, so I'll just tell our story. Me and the hater had never really ever talked until about a couple of months ago. And I dunno how it happened, but we started to get into some real deep intimate stuff. It became a regular for us. We would tell eachother everything, even the real mundane things.
And then It happened.
He ruined it all really. He asked me if I wanted to have sex with him.
Now don't get me wrong, I'm not above the random hookup, I love the random hookup! They're always fun. But i had come to like him. Like actually like him, and I knew nothing would happen between us beyond a hookup (cause he's "straight"), so I politely rejected him. And that's when things began to change. He slowly stopped talking to me, became distant and short, and even got angry at me a couple of times. I guess it's true what they say, that boys will really say anything if the think sex is involved. Now things are real bitter between us, because he thinks I've convinced this girl not to out with him. True, we do joke about hima lot, but I never convinced her to not go out with him, I asked her straight up " Do you like xxxxxx?", and she plainly replied " I don't even really like him as a mate, let alone anything more". So yeah, we started to joke about him, but I never made her not want to go out with him.
I guess this all just shows me that he is exactly what I have called him, Nothing but a Boy.
Remember what I said about the random hookup? Well boy number three, appropraitely labelled "boytoy", was my hookup friend. Until I got my boyfriend (the ex). And so he became a little resentful of me, and I think he actually liked me. No that me and my ex don't go out again, he wants to start things up again. We did for a while, but then I realised that it became a little more then just hooking up to him. Hes' becoming attached, and to be honest it's freaking me out a little. We were just buddies who messed around sometimes, and the idea of us becoming something more is just a bit overwhelming at the moment.
- Boy Number Four: New Kid On The Block
So when thinking about writing this, there was only three boys I was gunna write about, but alas, one more came along. I've only recently met this boy, but we've hit it off right away. I can already feel myself getting a crush on him, and I don't really know if this is a good thing or not. He's a year younger then me which is a little weird. And I think he's straight. Why do I always like the straight ones?
Only time will tell what will happen with all these boys, and knowing my luck, there'll probably be a few more I have to add on later.
Peace Out
Herionhearts
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Posted by Herionhearts on 2008-01-27 01:21:39 | Rating: | Views: 100
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ah boys, they're always trouble and much complicated!
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Posted by erynsmith
on 2008-01-27 01:49:39
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lol i love this post,as for the hater cut him loose its sound toxic, dating is always so dramatic,i just recentley started back talking to my ex,and now,my bff just cunfessed feelings for me,so the drama
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Posted by necronomincon
on 2008-02-18 23:22:04
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