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Today my mom has her surgery and despite being a very logical person I can't help feeling like Im seeing signs everywhere that something bad is going to happen to her.
I also went to see my doctor to get a new prescription of antidepressants and told him about this and what my flatmate had said to me and that I was sleeping constantly and always having nightmares and he said that it was a symptom of the depression and that I should probably just ignore my flatmate and that he didn't want to up my dose until I'd seen a counsellor (first saw him for depression in October and finally getting an appointment three weeks into March)
I told my boyfriend what I did to my hand, I can't keep stuff from him and he's obviously really worried about me and I wish he didn't have to be. He starts a new job on Saturday, I had an interview yesterday that I think went pretty well.
I've decided that whilst I'm at home I'm going to try and sort out some new kind of perspective or outlook or way of dealing with things or something. I don't have much faith in counselling (although I will give it a good try)
I think its just a case of dragging myself out of the depression long enough to counsel myself.
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Posted by Herderofcats on 2008-02-28 06:55:51 | Rating: | Views: 47
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