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 Intro.. Story of my life....
Well lets start off with the basics.. i'm a 18 year old from Queens, NY.. Im a college student currently in my 5th semester.  I am self concious of my looks due to the fact im "thick" as people now a days call it.. I don't know who I really am.. I feel like I have to be someone I don't in order to satisfy X amaount of people. I live with the 2 best women in theis world my grandma and my mother... My brother also but we are very seperate... anyways... I'm ashamed to say I'm your typical hispanic who's parents live on welfare for now... and lives in the ghetto but almost done with my associates.... I wish everyday that I can change my life but I feel if I do it's  going ot get worse...    I never smoked before in my life and now I constantly smoke cigarettes and now weed.. Im very upset at myself for letting myself get to this point because of stress and depression..... I came to the conclusion I made very bad friends at work...

Now what else.. Im still madly in love with my ex boyfriend Dashon.. I guess he is over me but I wish I can spend every day and every minute with him... I wish we could still be together but I want to finish school and make sure to build the perfect.. well at least the perfect life in my eyes with him... I loved traveling with him to soo many different places.. and just all the amazing memories drive me crazy.  It's to the point I even got his name tattooed on me.. thats my first tattoo so imagine how in love i am with him... Well im gettin emotional again.. now you know the basics of me...
    Posted by Heidi_ on 2009-10-25 02:34:53 | Rating: | Views: 42
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Im never and can never get or be over you and dont want to. I do want to be with you still and have a life with you. But you think im get in the way of school when im not, i didnt before, but we aint going to get into it. I hope we do get back together, and i hope you dont lose the love you got for me either. our hearts still want each other, so that goes to show you we aint suppose to be with no one but each other. we should listen to our heart and have a good life together.
Posted by  Dashon1984  on 2009-10-27 16:53:42 
  
You dont have to be nobody but you hadelisse , be true to yourself only, and make people accept you for who you are , or dont associate with them. You being thick is nothing to be ashamed of, to me your sexy, im not over you and i cant believe you would think that, im still head over hills for you. i love you and im not doing nothing down here, cause i dont want nobody but you, to be honest if we dont get back together, i just be alone and work my ass off and spend time with my nephew and travel still. I told you , that you was the last one, only if you know how true to me that its. I love you and hope you follow your heart come back to me when you ready and know for certain i will not come between you and school.
Posted by  Dashon1984  on 2009-10-27 18:26:04 
  
call me we gotta talk amor
Posted by  Dashon1984  on 2009-10-27 19:00:08 
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