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| Intro.. Story of my life.... |
Well lets start off with the basics.. i'm a 18 year old from Queens, NY.. Im a college student currently in my 5th semester. I am self concious of my looks due to the fact im "thick" as people now a days call it.. I don't know who I really am.. I feel like I have to be someone I don't in order to satisfy X amaount of people. I live with the 2 best women in theis world my grandma and my mother... My brother also but we are very seperate... anyways... I'm ashamed to say I'm your typical hispanic who's parents live on welfare for now... and lives in the ghetto but almost done with my associates.... I wish everyday that I can change my life but I feel if I do it's going ot get worse... I never smoked before in my life and now I constantly smoke cigarettes and now weed.. Im very upset at myself for letting myself get to this point because of stress and depression..... I came to the conclusion I made very bad friends at work...
Now what else.. Im still madly in love with my ex boyfriend Dashon.. I guess he is over me but I wish I can spend every day and every minute with him... I wish we could still be together but I want to finish school and make sure to build the perfect.. well at least the perfect life in my eyes with him... I loved traveling with him to soo many different places.. and just all the amazing memories drive me crazy. It's to the point I even got his name tattooed on me.. thats my first tattoo so imagine how in love i am with him... Well im gettin emotional again.. now you know the basics of me...
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Posted by Heidi_ on 2009-10-25 02:34:53 | Rating: | Views: 42
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