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Just a quick update, I don't have much time these days. With doctor visits and trying to run all over the place I find I'm not home very often anymore.
Well, that's about it!
Hahahaha j/k
Seriously, I've accepted my fate and now damn it I'm living life MY way. I still care for other people, but too many times I put them first and I suffered in return. But with everything that has gone on in my life recently has taught me that it isn't being selfish to want to LIVE. And that's exactly what I have been doing.
I ran away to Chicago in my last post, and since then have gone back several times. I'm getting good about driving rush hour traffic on the loop! I've been driving a lot recently, every time I seem to have a few days away from the doctor/hospital I take off. I can't sit at home much anymore. I used to stay home all the time but screw it! I've been seeing things I've wanted to see, doing things I've wanted to do, and living my life as best I can to the fullest. I haven't reached the point where I've said a big F U to the doctors yet, but there isn't much they can do and the constant intake of my millions of meds is pissing me off. Still, I'm not one to give up.
Anyway I've got to go for another round of tests. You'd think they'd have just given up right now, and maybe they have. Maybe they only hope to squeeze as much money out of me/insurance as possible right now. But they are trying to 'fix' me, so what can I say? I don't think they can, but gotta have that little bit of "what if" there.
So I've gotta run. I'm not home often anymore and I think it has been almost two months since I've been on here, but I havn't forgotten those I call friends here. But I think those people understand that sometimes you gotta just live life the best you can. Hope everyone is doing well, and remember that life is worth living!
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Posted by Heatherlyn on 2009-09-28 10:31:12 | Rating: | Views: 27
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