I have been doing the Healthy Wealthy Wow What Women Talk Radio Show for Seven years almost.  I first got the idea for helping women and calling it Healthy Wealthy Wow back before my 11 year old daughter was conceived.  I was reading the Wall Street Journal in 1994 and saw a tidbit about Fidelity Financial and designer Karen Kane doing a fashion and finance show.  I thought it was a pretty good idea.  I took it to my boss at the time and he funded a series of seminars we called healthy wealthy wow workshops for women.  He did so well at these and women loved them so much that he gained a new group of clients -- women!  I did not work for him much longer, I got pregnant and he was never nice about the expanding waistline and fired me for cause right after i had the baby.  No maternity leave either.  (That is a different story and you can hear all about that in my book coming out soon!)  years later I met a women who inspired me and we started Healthy Wealthy Wow as a radio talk show and it went on and on with some success helping women, connecting to them, reaching them for years.  We brought on a new partner to carry the load and then as time will, things changed, the original partner left us in a lurch and there we were with two of us.  We carried on for a time, in severe deficit until we could no longer hang on to the edges of the hole the other left and the opening widened.  For a time we limped along, picking up other jobs and projects to survive.  One day the other left, I think she had to to protect herself, I also think she was not honest all along, but those are my opinions and it is up to her to tell her story.  But this is my blog so I was left holding the idea of the mission and the plans with the holes in them these women had left.  At first I felt sorry, then I was hurt, and now I am angry . . . anger moving on to action as always happens when life hands us hurdles.  Here I am now alone with my mission as if I was still holding the Wall Street Journal with only the promise of my second child.  What do I do? Where do I go from here?  We will see!