Links View all Haydensnana's friends Login Find all Posts by Haydensnana Find all threads started by Haydensnana Status Hopeful Statistics Profile Views: 77 Friends: 0 Files: 0 Last Update: 2008-01-12 Signup Date: 2008-01-12 Rating: (info) Activity points: (info) Total Posts 1 Refferals 0 Last Forum Activity 2008-01-12 04:33:53 PM Forum Rank Junior Member Personal Information Name HAYDEN-STARR BOULTON  Birthday 1955-12-11 Send a private message to Haydensnana Gender Female Orientation Straight Relationship Status Married Religion Christian Location London United Kingdom About Me No information available Recent blog entries    The longest week of our lives so far. Recent Surveys No survey entries found Recent blog comments Sweetheart, killing yourself is not the answer as you already know. I have been through exactly the same as you are now going through. I hurt with the same pain that you do now. I honestly thought I would never get through this. Our sex life suffered because of it & we broke up a few times but my husband loves me as yours loves you & he just refused to give up when I was ready to throw the towel in, which has been many times. Never in a thousand years did I think I would ever be writing this in advice to another woman. But if you can both just hold on you will get through this & even learn to laugh about it. It's taken me a few years to come to terms with the emotional roller coaster I've been on. But we're getting there just as you will also, just don't give up. What your husband does is seen as a normal passtime in this world. I actually was very relieved to read your blog & see that I'm not the only woman to feel the way I do about porn. Maybe getting some counseling would be of help. I think you maybe have to go through more yet before you begin to heal, but I really wish you the best & if you love your husband & he can prove that he is trying to stop this addiction, then with patience & understanding (which will take time) you can both get there. Stand by your values though. You never have to accept other people within your marriage. You can message me if you need support or advice. xx (posted in He did it again part 2) Recent Photos       Friends No friends found Recent podcasts No podcasts found Recent movies No movies found Recent topics New here & Fighting for the life of Hayden-Starr Signature(Forum)