I don't want to write a sad blog but I'm feeling sadness in its full strength.I don't know which way to turn really. I want to run away somewhere really far,to a new city and a different world.For some time.
I know I already made this point before.But it has stayed with me.The desire to feel a different life for awhile.Like maybe starting over.
I don't know. I really don't.
I'm writing because this is one place I know I'm safe.I can write and write and it won't be big deal.Which is a relief.
I know it's a mood swing but it leaves me drained,tired and wondering when will life be the way it was.
I guess I'm depressive these days ha. :(
I don't want to be depressive cause it never helps in the long run right?
I want a hug,someone telling me it's going to be fine. Oh,i'm sounding so stupid :(
Sometimes,when I'm really exhausted,I want my memory to just go blank.If I don't remember,I'll be so much happier.
Sorry,I really don't want to sadden anyone around here with my sad sob stories.The world needs happy,cheerful people who spread hope.
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