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 Tired of hurting.
I don't want to write a sad blog but I'm feeling sadness in its full strength.I don't know which way to turn really. I want to run away somewhere really far,to a new city and a different world.For some time.
I know I already made this point before.But it has stayed with me.The desire to feel a different life for awhile.Like maybe starting over.
I don't know. I really don't.
I'm writing because this is one place I know I'm safe.I can write and write and it won't be big deal.Which is a relief.
I know it's a mood swing but it leaves me drained,tired and wondering when will life be the way it was.
I guess I'm depressive these days ha. :(
I don't want to be depressive cause it never helps in the long run right?
I want a hug,someone telling me it's going to be fine. Oh,i'm sounding so stupid :(
Sometimes,when I'm really exhausted,I want my memory to just go blank.If I don't remember,I'll be so much happier.
Sorry,I really don't want to sadden anyone around here with my sad sob stories.The world needs happy,cheerful people who spread hope.


    Posted by HardThinker on 2009-09-03 05:40:55 | Rating: | Views: 132
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Hang in there.
Posted by  jandc4ever  on 2009-09-03 05:42:46 
  
Thank you jandc4ever...I'm really trying to be happy. Thank you again.
Posted by  HardThinker  on 2009-09-03 05:44:28 
  
F'you. What are you talking about you don't want to spread your sadness! That is why we are here. You bring us joy! Sadness if feling the void that you feel in the laughter.

Seeing the field of golden wheat!
Posted by  T3wig  on 2009-09-03 05:56:42 
  
She should start eating wheat bread, and join us in the Paradise City of golden wheat. Even if it wasn't golden wheat she would still have a silhouette.
Posted by  T3wig  on 2009-09-03 06:22:01 
  
Whoah! easy there T3wig!:)

but yeah, you can't expect yourself to always be happy. its ok to be sad and its ok expressing sadness. didn't you feel much better after writing it out? and of course it'll be better! sure as the sun will rise again after tonight. feel better ok? :D
Posted by  Slash  on 2009-09-03 06:24:29 
  
be brave sweetheart,you have the right to express your sadness here,you are right,this is the place where you feel safe,yes,you are SAFE here!!!you can vent as much as you need!!! cry as much as you need....but after the tears,please notice..the sun is still shining,and it is still a lovely day...life can be better,just believe it!
Posted by  nina880224  on 2009-09-03 06:32:45 
  
<<<HUGS>>>

I understand the sadness. It sucks. But it should to know you're very highly though of on here and have many friends who care about. Reach out to those friends, they're here to help.
Posted by  Tony51203  on 2009-09-03 10:39:33 
  
*HUGS*

Hey don't apologize for the sadness! That's what we're here for, to listen. To offer a bit of advice, if we have it. I'm sorry you're feeling this way. I think at some point we all want to pick up and go somewhere where we aren't known. A new start. It's part of being human. I hope you find your happiness! :)
Posted by  brlracincwgrl  on 2009-09-03 10:48:54 
  
Twig: Well I just want to thank you for being brutally honest! And for all the comments.

Slash:You know you rock! Thanks a million.Even more.:)

Nina:You make me feel so nice :) Thank you.

Tony: Hugs :) Your words mean a lot.I'm amazed by the kindness :) Thank you so much.

Posted by  HardThinker  on 2009-09-03 10:50:10 
  
Ashley:You're really sweet.Thanks for the hugs :)
Posted by  HardThinker  on 2009-09-03 10:52:01 
  
You're really a gem peace :) Your suggestions are really wonderful and your words are really comforting :) I can feel your hug.Thank you so much :)
Posted by  HardThinker  on 2009-09-04 06:50:12 
  
Hang in there kiddo:)
Posted by  pitapie50  on 2009-09-04 20:56:36 
  
Pita,you're wonderful! :) Thanks :)
Posted by  HardThinker  on 2009-09-05 07:22:54 
  
i know exactly what you mean. i often feel that i might be so much happier anywhere but here. but then i remind myself of all the things and people i would miss and who would miss me. i listen to sad music and then something bright, bouncy, or loud. it always helps. i also vent to my friends, because i feel like if i don't i will explode. i almost always apologize and they tell me what everyone has been telling you. "that's what friends are for."
Posted by  DragonKnight  on 2009-09-05 18:48:18 
  
DK,you really are a great person.Thank you so much for your lovely comments. Music is just brilliant.Always helps. :)
Posted by  HardThinker  on 2009-09-05 23:10:21 
  
HEY, 2u! That was my piece of golden sunshine.
Posted by  T3wig  on 2009-09-08 10:37:14 
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