hi, I know how you feel. I did get up one day without even thinking about it and just left. I am happy where I am today and I learn a lot. If you have a feeling to do something, listen to yourself. follow it and don't let anything stand in your way. WE are all crazy so no worry there! lol

Hey lurline86, thanks :)
You did? Wow,that IS something.Just leaving like that is not easy.
I'm glad you're happy with the things are in your life.
Thanks for the advice :)

nah i don't think you're an escapist. you're just having some rough moments. think about it. if you were really that fed up of what you had around you, you would have let. its not easy. but living absolutely caged isn't peachy either. there must be some things in your life that you still cherish? like your parents. like some friends? maybe a special someone?

I'm an escapist in some way or another. I usually just crawl inside my head when i get real bad. now doesnt that sound insane? :) And you not alone on that disappearing thing. That's exactly what i want to do.. no worries, no nothing... except me - being. I dont think they always mean sadness. One of my friends always cries when she laughs and I dont think she's every been actually depressed in her life. lucky bastard haha.

Slash: Yeah sure :) I do cherish things in my life.
I meant I want to be away for awhile but I want to come back. Thanks for stopping by. :)

Midnightwings: Nova,nope,it's not insane. :)
your friend is SO Lucky! :) Thanks for your comment. :)

I love your randomness! :). I was thinking that same thought this morning. Just pack a bag and disappear for a few days. Just somewhere with complete solitude and serenity. Oh, what that could do for my mind and soul!

Hope you find peace and some time to un wind! :).

Disappearing for a few days sounds great... no one to bother you, no responsibility, just a few days of just you and the peace and quiet.

brlracincwgrl: :) Thanks so much Ashley :) Hope you find your moments of peace and pure contentment soon! :)

CG: Exactly! It sounds SO good! :) Thanks for your comment

everyone feels that way sometimes. when i do i go find my boyfriend or lock myself in my room, listen to music, and do something artsy with my hands(draw, bead work, sewing...). things that take my mind of things or let me think things through.

:) if you want to listen to music forever try www.pandora.com it's great!

Thanks DK :) You're really sweet! :)