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I need you so bad.

I just want a little happiness from my old life back to me.
I know life's isn' always easy but this is really hard. And my own feelings..............are beyond me.
I still hate myself, I don't know what's going on,I know I'll keep on doing this.....make myself as miserable as possible.
One of the real problems is that I don't feel good about myself..ever.I have really bad self-esteem and my sensitive idiotic personality,the emotional fool that I am, always gets hurt.

I'm not giving up,I'm just frustrated with life. I need my happiness back.Maybe happiness is a choice I've given up,I don't know. It's not like I'm sad all the time but many times,I'm just upset and sometimes,it is overpowering...the sadness.

I know this won't make sense but I need to talk about it or else I'll die.

I'm so lost,I want to find my way back..I really want to.

Posted by HardThinker on 2009-08-30 00:39:11 | Rating:

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hey friend. it saddens me to read these words on your blog? i'm sorry you're going through these terrible feelings. and i really hope you get better soon. i'm here if you want to talk about anything... :)

Posted by Slash on 2009-08-30 03:00:31

Slash,thanks a million. :) I'm better..I really am.Thanks so much :)

Posted by HardThinker on 2009-08-30 05:51:46

Hey peace I'm okay now don't worry n please don't curse yourself..I don;t expect to you check up on blogs when you're so unhappy..thanks peace for the support :)

Posted by HardThinker on 2009-09-01 06:03:35

everyone feels inept and stupid sometimes, like they can do nothing right. you just have to remember that it's not true and work your way back out of the darkness :) it'll get better

Posted by DragonKnight on 2009-09-05 18:28:48