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Defiant intentions.
I walked once, Feeling good about myself, I fell down, Stumbled over a rock. Got up, Looking ahead. I fell again, Stumbled, Got scratched, Got hurt. Guess what. I still didn't want to give up, The tears stung my eyes. I walked on, Pushing myself harder.......Read More

Posted on: 2009-08-05 10:03:41 | Rating:

| Views: 40 | Comments: 6 | Tags: yeah its just me

Looking up.
When life starts looking up,that moment of happiness makes the difficult parts easier to forget.That's what I've felt since years. That one moment,when I'm happy,content makes the struggle bearable. A good update: I thought I had insomnia but that phase is OVER! yeah baby! I slept really......Read More

Posted on: 2009-08-07 09:43:49 | Rating:

| Views: 40 | Comments: 5 | Tags: swirling memories and thoughts

Muddled memories.
It seems like yesterday, life was so much easier. Happiness was no stranger to me, I thought you were perfect, The contentment was unreal, Too good to be true. I know I always mess up, I'm yet to understand why. I miss your easy smile, I miss your presence. I miss you so......Read More

Posted on: 2009-08-10 13:27:07 | Rating:

| Views: 38 | Comments: 8 | Tags: thoughts and feelings

Right here.
Did I imagine it? Was it some hallucination of mine, I wish I knew. I just know one thing, I need to pull myself back, Before I'm in too deep. I don't even know you, Then why do I get pulled towards you? Why does my heart miss you, When you're not around, Why do I dream......Read More

Posted on: 2009-08-11 10:27:10 | Rating:

| Views: 31 | Comments: 4 | Tags: Sing for me

Don't give up.
I know, Life seems really hard sometimes. I know it doesn't make sense, You just want to sit down and cry, Release those unshed tears, You've been holding back for so long. Cry your heart out, And say that you're ready to give up. But don't give up, Not yet. I know it's......Read More

Posted on: 2009-08-14 04:44:38 | Rating:

| Views: 48 | Comments: 7 | Tags: life's like that

A smile captured.
I know one thing for sure. I'm not a perfect person. But somehow,I don't regret it. If we were all perfect,we'd be like robotic zombies walking past each other...Identical in every aspect. And where's the fun in that? I love smiles. And I absolutely love it when I watch a......Read More

Posted on: 2009-08-19 12:17:08 | Rating:

| Views: 49 | Comments: 6 | Tags: I know you're out there somewhere

I messed up.
Well I don't know where to begin. This might sound so silly and trivial but it's hurting me. We had this group project in college where we were supposed to make a movie. We finished shooting one and a half days before the day of the submission. Now,I had got downloads required for the......Read More

Posted on: 2009-08-24 11:55:04 | Rating:

| Views: 53 | Comments: 9 | Tags: :(

I need you so bad.
I just want a little happiness from my old life back to me. I know life's isn' always easy but this is really hard. And my own feelings..............are beyond me. I still hate myself, I don't know what's going on,I know I'll keep on doing this.....make myself as miserable as possible.......Read More

Posted on: 2009-08-30 00:39:11 | Rating:

| Views: 52 | Comments: 6 | Tags: please give me hope

You're my reason.
And when I can't make sense of it anymore, I'll hang on, I'll look around me, Searching for a reason. I'll hope for as long as I can, I'll give everything I have, To make it through today. I won't go down without a fight, I won't. And when I can't make sense of it......Read More