Who cares about 'people around'???

It's like a switch in your head. The moment of realization where it just makes more sense to not be here then it does to be here. Your loved ones, as selfish as it is come in a close second.

It’s saddening that millions have taken their own life.
If only, is an oblique fraction of life and sadness is over whamming, but who could know, when desperation has taken you a mile to far from that short distance.

Pursue your aspirations without reservation, for every negative experience, there is a positive reassurance that the sun will shine and life is worth living.