hey there,
Im new to this  so please bear with me. 

you know the feeling you get when you find out a friend has been talking about you behind your back.  Or when you arent included in a planned get together kind of thing, and later you see pictures about it, and away messages saying "funnest day ever with the best friends" and you think to yourself "hey, why didnt they invite me?!" and then your nose starts to flair, and this energy builds up in you and all you want to do is scream and throw things,
It's a sucky feeling.  It makes you feel like shit, worse than dirt. 
And sometimes you cry about it
and sometimes you let it go.
and sometimes you build up an immunity to it.  It's happened to you so many times before that it's just getting old like "why the fuck can't you get over it and start inviting me already, after all, I'm supposed to be your friend."

and its just soo infuriating.  WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME AND THEN RUBBING IT IN MY FACE, DO YOU GET PLEASURE OUT OF HURTING ME?
because it seems like you do...
and im tired of it
I've had enough

so the next time you do it.  Im going to say "fuck you" and walk away
because even though I try to see the best in people, and I hate losing friends-- you don't deserve me
and I'll say that to myself over and over again until i believe it. 

- Hail
p.s.- i cant spell for my life