i went on this chat site and came out with some really good friends one of which i tell everything to. its been a year now, we talk about meeting and going to england! =D, but idk if that will happen = i've talked about meeting a few people i am or have been close with and none of that seems like it will ever happen. they all live millions of miles away from me, it just makes me feel so horrible inside because some of these people mean alot to me. i've thought about this for awhile now and i just have it in my mind its useless to keep saying im going to see them because i know for a fact i wont. i just dont care as much as i used to, i feel like im giving up, but in a way i need to. i cant stay on here forever, i'm moving on i know i am and in some ways apart of me doesnt want to. i wish things would have ended up differently, maybe i could have meet them in real life instead of here.
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