They say it gets better after the fist time. Each time you fuck its a little better than the time before. I hope that is true. I want to have amazing sex with him. I didn't really feel it much the first time we did it. Is it because he is smaller than I am used to? I wonder if he was completely hard or if he was too nervous to get it up completely and just went with it anyway. It looked bigger in the pictures he sent me. Part way through he slipped out. Actually he slipped out a few times. But this one particular time he said "This has never happened to me before." What did he mean by "this"? Did he mean the slipping out so much? Did he mean not getting completely hard? I am not sure if he came early and that's why he said that. Isn't that what guys say when that happens? Classic excuse. I'm not sure if he even came at all really. Maybe that's what he was talking about...I will never know. He had a condom on and I didn't see if afterwards so I don't know if there was cum in it or not. He didn't give the usual cue guys do to let you know they are about to cum or are in the middle of doing so. He said it will be better next time. He thinks it went well for the first time and says it was good for him. His legs were shaky afterwards. So much so I thought he looked like a little drunk as he walked me to my car. Never fucked a chick so hard he said. He could have gone harder. He'll learn how to please me quickly... I hope. He asked me the next day if he had fucked me hard enough. I said "Hard enough to get me off. That's for sure." Yes, I told him I had an orgasm. Is that wrong? I don't want him to feel bad. I never cum the first few times I have sex with someone. I am not sure if its a mental thing or if it just isn't that good until the 3rd or 4th time. I am okay with the fact that I lied to keep from making him feel bad though. Something he should feel bad about is being his age and being such a lousy kisser! I don't think its just that our styles of kissing are different either. I think he just sucks! Ha Ha that is terrible of me, I know. But it is just so true. Not enough pressure with his lips and not enough tongue action. He uses the very tip of his tongue and moves it around a little. That's pretty much it. He really needs to fix that. How have people dealt with that for so long? I would be crazy if I was WITH someone who kissed like him. Its such a turn off. I love to make out! I really do. but it really just made me mad. I tried to take more control over the kissing thing but I don't think he realized what I was trying to do. I wonder if he would be offended if I told him to follow my lead and tried to show him what I like. How would I really do that anyway? Do a whole step by step thing or what? I will think of how to go about the whole thing. Its seems odd that I would want to fuck someone that I have so my difficulty with when I have an amazing kisser at home and we have awesome sex. I guess its because it is something new. Someone different. We are planning on getting together sometime tomorrow. Not sure if that will end up happening or not but if i does I am going to make him do it how i like it! He was really nervous last time and that's kind of an odd situation anyway. Now that the first time is out of the way and he knows what I can handle I think it will be a lot better the next time.