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Looks like I haven't quite finished blogging just yet...
Last night was one of the scariest nights of my life. Before you read this, let me assure you that I am not insane. I'm just petrified.
Something happened to me last night that's fairly unexplainable.
I was lying in bed, awake but with my eyes closed, when I felt an incredible force trying to pull the blanket from underneath me. It was pulling really hard, but for some reason it couldn't get it. I tried so hard but I couldn't open my eyes... I couldn't talk either.
The next thing I know, it stops. Then I'm thinking, maybe I fell asleep for a second and had a short nightmare? That was comforting, but it wasn't the case. All of a sudden I felt like I was being pressed against my bed by something far stronger than myself. It wasn't like I could feel a person shoving me down, it was more like the air above me got a heck of a lot heavier and it was trying to hold me down. I was panicking - still not able to open my eyes - but I remembered my mother telling me that something which sounded similar attacked her one night when she was in her 20s. Then I remembered her telling me time and time again that the devil shall flee in the name of Jesus. Now, I'm not a very religious person myself, but my mother is - she wasn't when it happened to her, though.
Anyways, with this incredible force still pressing me down, I tried to say the word 'Jesus' in my desperate state. A 'Jesus help me' would probably have suited better, but I feared that I could only manage to get one word out if any. But I couldn't even say that. I opened my mouth the tiniest bit and tried to say it, but my voice was all hoarse (and it was perfect before and after the incident). It was so scary, but I kept trying so hard.. Eventually, I managed to get his name out in the clearest way I could, and as soon as I said it everything stopped. It was like things were back to normal - except for the fact that I was scarred for life.
In all, it only lasted a few seconds but it seemed like forever.
Now all of my anti-religion opinions have been blown out of the water.
What the hell am I supposed to do now?
If there's anyone who can identify with this blog then please comment or send me a message - seriously.
I seem calm when typing this but that's because I've already talked about it with my Mum and I've been going over it again and again since it happened. I couldn't sleep, for obvious reasons.
Oh, and I am aware that a lot of you probably won't believe me. I'd find this hard to believe, too.
Nadine.
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Posted by GoatsGoToHell on 2008-10-01 04:11:46 | Rating: | Views: 101
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