Written By Glenn McCrary™, Julio, Joey, Kristen and Leslie

As I sit in my room
Listening to the blues
All I can do
Is think of you
But still I am trying
To grasp the meaning of it all
Because you saw I was a man
Standing tall
And when you disappeared
I didn't think that I would fall
But now I am laying here mentally paralyzed
And battered up
Unfortunately until someone comes to my aid
I am stuck
On the fact that you
Put me through so much agony
How could you
Just up and abandon me?
I swear that you have
The arrogant attitude of a celebrity
For your cold and heartless words
Have diminished my integrity
Girl you make me
Want to commit a felony
Because I am
So confused
And I haven't even the slightest clue
Of what to do
You left my heart hanging
By a single thread
And it still dangles
From within my chest
As I lay awake
Mentally dying in my bed
And just the thought of a possible reincarnation
Of our relationship I completely dread
Because when I needed resuscitation
You left me for dead
How could you
Be so selfish?
To make me
Pay hell for this
I have never seen someone
So blunt and so bliss
Well guess what?
You can go to hell bitch!
It's funny
Because I love you
And your love
Is what I am attracted to
But yet I am mad at you
At the same time
We both continue to blame each other
But is there even a reason why?
I always look up
And I search the sky
For why I am perceived
To be such a nice guy
What were you thinking?
What did I do?
Why did you leave me
For someone new?
You said that you never planned this
But I didn't believe it
You said those three words
But they didn't hit
There has to be something
That I did
Yet you won't tell me
What it is
Because you are
Always so busy
Speaking in difficult riddles
And trying to make me dizzy
You constantly want
To play games with my mind
Sorry but unfortunately for you
I will never be able to get over it in time
It does not matter
Who is wrong or right
Because at the end of the day you are the reason
Why I stay awake at night
You set me free
Spread your wings and took flight
But this is not what I asked for
This is not what I expected in life
But everybody is meant to have ups and downs
So we just have to take them and strive
Because despite all of the obstacles
I got to stand strong
And somewhere in this world
I have to find where I belong
But nobody said it would be easy
As I slowly walk along
This lonely and dangerous road
Regardless I still have to move on
So tell me what it is
That was wrong
Tell me why
I can't stay strong
Tell me
Before we fade away
Tell me why I think of you
Night and day
Tell me why
Before I go away
By Glenn McCrary


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