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I had a really good night last night.
I made an effort with a work thing and a friend of mine met up with me there.
I have remained pretty aloof from these work things because I mainly only interact with the people in my team which, other than my manager, consists of the two skanks and a loser from the country who thinks he is intellectual style because he lives in Sydney now. It's an old story and a tired one.

Anyhoo...One of the skanks had farwell drinks last night. She's moving on to greener pastures. Yeah! The other skank, who is older and ambitious, turned on her because she's jealous and insecure and stupid. The last few weeks have been interesting. Nasty, but interesting. I've managed to avoid drinks after work with them for almost a year now but there was no avoiding things last night. The skank who was leaving has a lot of friends but the other skank and farm boy have none. His only friend is jealous skank and she hates him but he doesn't know it. Very sad.

So out we go and I'm in a very upbeat mood because a friend of mine is meeting up with me there. I don't think the skanks actually believed that I had friends and just suspected me to be this dyke who pretends to be straight and with a guy. Well.. they are half right. heh. Anyhow... my friend is a lot of fun and gorgeous and silly.. and I was so glad that I invited her. I have to admit I also wanted them to see the calibre of friends I have so they know I have the life I sometimes talk about. I don't do much now but I've partied like a rockstar and I've done so many things in my life. I still have more to do but I guess I'm still coming out of this bad relationship haze.

I sat around and chatted to a few friends of farewell skank. It was nice. I was saddled with phsycho skank next to me. She's got issues. I was having a laugh with her and a few drinks and then I saw my friend looking for me. I jumped up and called out and we hugged and were laughing and it was so great to see her and so great that she was there. She's been overseas for a while and she's sorting out shit with her boyfriend. So I think she was happy be around a friend she could talk to. And.. well.. she's really good looking and always looks great so naturally people welcome her. It did my ego good too. So basically, the two of us sat at the long table and just went in to our own conversation. A few of the guys were checking her out and it turns out she knew one of the suits. All good.

I have put up with a lot of shit from these nasty little skanks over the last year and it was good to just be able to let them see me with a friend of mine socially and be all relaxed. It is a side of myself I have pretty much chosen not to show them because they are nasty bitches and not worth the time and last night was an opportunity to make some effort for a farewell and also show them that I have true friends and I why I don't bother with their shit.

Also.. yesterday afternoon, this guy I sort of know was texting me and I got a bit horny and went in to the bathroom and got myself off. Someone was in the outer area and may have caught the end of it. I'm a little worried that it was a gossiping PA and she knew it was me and so fuck knows what she'll do with that information. I don't know how much she heard or what she made of it. I was pretty quiet but you can hear a lot in that bathroom.