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The pain is too much to handle. This year has gotten worse with each passing month. My boyfriend has now left me to live with his family... but it's pretty obvious it's over between us. He was supposed to call at least when he got there to say he was okay. But no. nothing. God, i can't believe he's doing this to me when i was so upset in the first place he was leaving.
I've been smoking constantly to not think about him, or to at least numb the pain of my broken heart. I'm going to go have a smoke now. Writing this makes me admit things about him that i don't want to admit to myself yet. I just want to keep the thoughts away from me...
But god, it hurts so bad. And he left because of me:( I'm never going to find anyone that just accepts me and loves me the way i love them. *Tear*
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Posted by GettingAway on 2008-08-07 16:53:52 | Rating: | Views: 31
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