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Well after speaking to Simon on the phone on Monday, we arranged to meet Wednesday 8pm. Sure enough, last night, i got to the Swan for 8... Found myself a table, and sat and painted until 9.30, when Simon finally rolled in with "Abigail". His "Female friend".

Friend my arse. They were bloody feeding each other chocolate mousse in front of me.

convo i've just been having with my mum:

sheree says:
dont your make yourself down
Kelly - Dance of the SugarPlum PotWash says:
cant help it
Kelly - Dance of the SugarPlum PotWash says:
you know what its like when you really really like someone and theres nothing you can do about it
sheree says:
you have to help it, or others will wonder why or guess
sheree says:
i sure do
Kelly - Dance of the SugarPlum PotWash says:
its not fair
sheree says:
i know
sheree says:
at least its not be years
Kelly - Dance of the SugarPlum PotWash says:
hmm
Kelly - Dance of the SugarPlum PotWash says:
every time ive seen him hes given me a hug
Kelly - Dance of the SugarPlum PotWash says:
but didnt last night, he just said "night poppet" as they left
sheree says:
well your lucky
sheree says:
oh, i see
sheree says:
ask him why
Kelly - Dance of the SugarPlum PotWash says:
i cant keep texting him, i'll look desperate
Kelly - Dance of the SugarPlum PotWash says:
he hasnt repliedall day
sheree says:
he may not have had time, what you say is dont blank me and please answer the question
Kelly - Dance of the SugarPlum PotWash says:
i already said dont blank me this morning
sheree says:
its rude not to answer
Kelly - Dance of the SugarPlum PotWash says:
i know
Kelly - Dance of the SugarPlum PotWash says:
but its also rude to keep harassing someone
sheree says:
so can you please reply to me, as i feel that i have done something to upset you
sheree says:
soft soap him
Kelly - Dance of the SugarPlum PotWash says:
then i'll look clingy
sheree says:
no you dont, because when he replys then you dont reply staight away but give it a little while
Kelly - Dance of the SugarPlum PotWash says:
what if he doesnt
sheree says:
help, i m trying really hard and your being negative all the time, i know its hard and you want him to talk to you, but men like to take there time and make you wait, i know its frustrating
Kelly - Dance of the SugarPlum PotWash says:
ive sent it
sheree says:
good
Kelly - Dance of the SugarPlum PotWash says:
maybe i am too immature
sheree says:
does he normally text you
Kelly - Dance of the SugarPlum PotWash says:
what do you mean
sheree says:
how often does he text you
Kelly - Dance of the SugarPlum PotWash says:
like every other day, sometimes i text him first, sometimes he texts me first
sheree says:
ok, so its often then
Kelly - Dance of the SugarPlum PotWash says:
i suppose
sheree says:
well if he hadnt texted for a week or two then its when you have to wonder whats going on in his head
Kelly - Dance of the SugarPlum PotWash says:
ive only known him for a few weeks!
sheree says:
yes i know
Kelly - Dance of the SugarPlum PotWash says:
hes the one that keeps talking about going for a drink
Kelly - Dance of the SugarPlum PotWash says:
like monday
sheree says:
o, you hadnt told me this before, what does he actually say
Kelly - Dance of the SugarPlum PotWash says:
al i said was that i had something for him, he was the one that said about having a drink
Kelly - Dance of the SugarPlum PotWash says:
he wants me to draw him and he keeps saying that we will get together so i can
sheree says:
did he buy you a drink
Kelly - Dance of the SugarPlum PotWash says:
and he he'd play me some music
Kelly - Dance of the SugarPlum PotWash says:
when
sheree says:
last night
Kelly - Dance of the SugarPlum PotWash says:
no cos i already had one
Kelly - Dance of the SugarPlum PotWash says:
on monday on the phone he said he was going to
sheree says:
did he offer
Kelly - Dance of the SugarPlum PotWash says:
no
Kelly - Dance of the SugarPlum PotWash says:
he acted like he didnt expect to see me there
Kelly - Dance of the SugarPlum PotWash says:
but like he knew at the same time
Kelly - Dance of the SugarPlum PotWash says:
she clearly didnt know
sheree says:
im not sure that i know what you mean
Kelly - Dance of the SugarPlum PotWash says:
well they walked in and went up to the bar, and he looked around when they firstcame in but he didnt see me, and they stood there talking to someone for a bit, so i carried on painting, looked up and he was standing over my shoulder
Kelly - Dance of the SugarPlum PotWash says:
asked how i was, said "your always painting or drawing!" i gave him the feather, he put it in his hat, gave him the album and then she came over with their drinks
Kelly - Dance of the SugarPlum PotWash says:
he was showing them to her and saying about it to us, then they went out for a fag, came back in like 15 mins later and sat on a table near me, and i didnt know what to do, so i drew them... i didnt intend to do any art last night but im glad i took my book or i would have looked like a complete idiot
Kelly - Dance of the SugarPlum PotWash says:
when they sat down she said to him "where'd you get that thing in your hat" and he said "from kelly!"
sheree says:
he didnt sit with you then
Kelly - Dance of the SugarPlum PotWash says:
no
Kelly - Dance of the SugarPlum PotWash says:
he had put his stuff down but then when he came back in fro the fag picked it up
Kelly - Dance of the SugarPlum PotWash says:
then he suggested a dessert and asked me which one they should try, then they ordered and she said she would share with him, and then practically fed it to him
sheree says:
you should have texted him and said what was that about last night, on monday you said about meeting for a drink then you come in the pub with a woman and blank me
Kelly - Dance of the SugarPlum PotWash says:
then she was telling him about herself, her kids or something, and he said he was tired but didnt want to go yet, and put his head on the table, for about 15 mins
Kelly - Dance of the SugarPlum PotWash says:
then she made him get up so they could go
Kelly - Dance of the SugarPlum PotWash says:
i practically did say that
sheree says:
im not sure what else you can do at moment, not until he replys to you
Kelly - Dance of the SugarPlum PotWash says:
i doubt he will, i'll probably see him tomorrow when i get my wages, and he'll act like nothings happened
Kelly - Dance of the SugarPlum PotWash says:
or he wont be there, or she'll be there too
sheree says:
if he is there and on his only, tell him you would like a word
sheree says:
even if she is there
Kelly - Dance of the SugarPlum PotWash says:
and i got a text from jerry on my way home saying how pissed off he was cos everytime i go in he tries to finish early but then i go
Kelly - Dance of the SugarPlum PotWash says:
what would i say to him??
Kelly - Dance of the SugarPlum PotWash says:
your picking me up so
sheree says:
say i have to go home because my dad will worry and he asks me work time i am coming home(jerry)
Kelly - Dance of the SugarPlum PotWash says:
well i wont have to worry when i move will i
sheree says:
if its best to wait until i get there then you decide