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July showers...

Have felt rather put out about this blog since the weekend, however I decided it shall not fuck everything up, if I want to spill my thoughts onto a website designed to do exactly that then fuck everyone, I bloody will!
But because I DO care I won't use names of people if they do happen to feature in my topical events.

Had a really crappy dream last night, I was in a hair dressers, for some reason Elliot was in there and so was Simon. (ha).
I had my hair cut, and Simon noticed I was there and came over to speak to me. The hairdressers then changed into a converted barn Cafe, and he then went to speak to the Ginger Hobbit, I commented to him, "you said if you ever met him you'd punch him" and he said in the dream "yeah well that was before".... I then proceeded to talk to some men who Simon was apparently friends with, while he and Hobbit sneered at me.
This continued and then it turned out that Simon now hated me and that he was back with ***, his son's mum.

So yes, needless to say, I woke up feeling a bit crap.

Got a new job at the shop in the village my Mum lives in, I love working at the *** but they keep cutting my shifts and it's not practical to rely on now that my EMA is due to stop.
So, I now work at the *** Friday and Saturday nights, and the *** Bakery Monday mornings and Tuesday afternoons, and every other Sunday mornings.

My bike totally konked out last Monday, it's being serviced and I haven't been able to use it for soooo long i've forgotten what independence feels like. Lol.

Am going back to Dad's tonight, haven't been there in ages, it's quite funny that I technically live there but have spent probably 3 nights there in 2 months?

Am still wondering who it was that I supposedly know, who found this blog. And how? Was the name of the pub typed into Google and a link to this site came up? I am wishing that i'd checked now before I edited. Nevermind though. Have a few people in mind of who it could have been, although my Mum thinks it may have been the person who confronted me, and that no one actually told them, they found it themselves.

Maybe one day i'll find out.