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he loves me. i told him i loved him too. did i mean it, yes, in a way. im not in love, we never had a romantic stage. in th end it doesnt make a difference, im going on and so is he. i honestly think his emotions are true, but in the end they dont mean shit and in a big way, im glad. as much as ive lived through his rejection, this is the point where i cannot see us together. he loves me but just wants to fuck me. i think this is just one of his gimicks where he is just saying anything to keep the sex going, but i dont want to talk about him.
im going to enjoy my day today and hopefully meet some cool people (shall i dare and say men?) before my world comes to a head on wednesday. i am ready for my summer to begin and i cant let anything hold me back from just FINALLY relaxing and enjoying life a little bit. oh, and did i mention i have a date with T on saturday... yaaaayy!!! |
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Posted by FromNYwithLOVE on 2008-05-26 09:31:37 | Rating: | Views: 32
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