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yessir, i have accomplished a feat (is that how you spell that, you know i cant spell). Although we did talk mostly post-black out, things have been subdued. he tried to come over last night, tried for about 4 hours (no kidding) but i told him it wasnt happening. he tried tonight and all pretty much all day while i was at work and it just seemed so see through that all that mattered to him was sex. and that all that mattered to me was not having sex with him. he tried to pull a "we should talk" but i quite proudly nipped that in the bud. i was going to give in for a bit, but i text him and told him that we had nothing new to talk about, i didnt want anything to accidentally happen, and that he needed to find someone who wanted the same things as him. personal victory for me!!!
every day gets a little easier and things are good for me. im still eating healthy and im feeling good, taking it easy and ive finally gotten over a hump of finanical problems although with my coputer broken, not exactly. my anxiety has lessned and im doing what i can day by day. im actually filling my calendar with some fun events, hopefully ill meet some new people and things will go well. as for Ls, she finally stopped being shady and text me about possible plans this week, but i totally ignored it. she's an opportunist like Cu and the both of them are added drama and stress i dont need.
so there goes, less drama, more boredom, no sex and some of my self respesct.
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