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another day another dollar
im not even worrying about my grades until they all come up because i cant cry until then. as for men (my favorite subject), there is always a new development. T has made a re-appearance in my life, or rather we both did in each others. He is doing well, and far removed from where I was......Read More

Posted on: 2007-12-18 02:09:14 | Rating:

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upgrade me
So finally all my grades are in which have erased a level of anxiety. As my Xmas packages roll in, i feel closer to getting to a healthier, sexier, trendier me. All my fashioble clothes and accessories are on thier way... I already got my ring and my ski coat, and everything else will......Read More

Posted on: 2007-12-20 23:58:40 | Rating:

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slowly but surely
so i feel as if my mission is accomplished. i have my new wig... and its going to take some getting used to, but i plan on buying a ton of head bands and some texturizing spray to help it out. all my orders except my earings and make up came so i feel as if im 100% done with my make up.......Read More

Posted on: 2007-12-22 23:13:41 | Rating:

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and the holidays havent even started
i know why i hate coming here, "home" although everyone knows this isnt my home nor is the other one. i am a true loner and truth be told as a kid this shit would eat me up inside.. but now that i have seen that they truly have amounted to nothing (the loud spendrift always......Read More

Posted on: 2007-12-23 21:37:14 | Rating:

| Views: 58 | Comments: 0 | Tags: family drama self therapy

day 2 is tell tale of a horrible vacation
i just got into a fist fight with my brother. im ok, just a little scratched up. i hate these people, and my emotions have calmed down. i dont like who they are or what they represent because frankly i dont think they represent anything meaningful, as i grow older i see they are......Read More

Posted on: 2007-12-24 12:54:37 | Rating:

| Views: 97 | Comments: 0 | Tags: fight men new years resolution

dream
ok, so i wasnt going to post today, but i forgot about something. so i had this dream that a friend of Ms (a chic, never heard of her in real life) and she was trying to convince me to get back together with him even though he was with some other girl... strange for a couple reasons, but not......Read More

Posted on: 2007-12-25 21:33:41 | Rating:

| Views: 65 | Comments: 0 | Tags: dream ex-boyfriend

my inner k
so im fully owning the wig now and did a little more shopping today, im truly feeling my inner k. and even though i had a gluttonus and drunken christmas, im back to being on top of my game. to finally kick off thes last 15 pounds, im going to jump start partial liquid diet (something like......Read More

Posted on: 2007-12-27 01:57:53 | Rating:

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enough dreams for an army
so hes going on vacation with him and all i can say is fuck her. as long as my bills get paid i dont care what she's doing because i know she feels the same way. they only call me when they need something and thats how im going to tret them. fuck the whole loving family bit... it never existed......Read More