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men circulate in my life like bad money Explicit Content
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the moment i decide to be single, everyone else whose ever dated me decides they can't live with that. me and cu are done, sort of. as of last week we stopped talking because we were fighting so much and it was just too
much. every other day was a fight, we just were not good as friends. i am...
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FromNYwithLOVE on 2008-07-23 23:54:37
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Mr. Asshole
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addiction, you make me smile with my heart
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it has been some time, barely talking every couple of days, and honestly it's done. yesterday we somehow got into a huge knockout fight and he suggested we should just delete each others numbers and be done with it. of course he backftracked and that didnt pan out. i extended an olive branch and...
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FromNYwithLOVE on 2008-06-29 23:30:40
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finally sticking, oye
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yessir, i have accomplished a feat (is that how you spell that, you know i cant spell). Although we did talk mostly post-black out, things have been subdued. he tried to come over last night, tried for about 4 hours (no kidding) but i told him it wasnt happening. he tried tonight and all pretty...
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FromNYwithLOVE on 2008-06-13 01:02:05
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Cu
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numb, letting go Explicit Content
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im depressed. and bc of me bc of him. i just need to stop this but as much i just want the situation to evaporate i just cant. a year, and entire year and i have nothing to show for it. as close as we are as two people h
e still thinks of me as a stranger. as good as the sex is that's all he...
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FromNYwithLOVE on 2008-06-07 00:17:05
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Cu
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humiliation and rejection, yummy Explicit Content
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the dream. sigh. here goes: i walk into a deli and find my legit boyfriend (white, pudgy, yucky in general) and then Cu. Somehow in the dream- i know for a fact that i'm with both of them, i dont know if that means fu
cking, something i would never do in real life, but its a possibility. and...
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FromNYwithLOVE on 2008-06-06 19:23:53
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anxiety and XXXXX, the two things im good at Explicit Content
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the application process is clicking along and im terrified. this may not be such a safe bet as i once thought. and yes, the gods have assured me sucess is my endpoint, but im just scared, anxious. today was just not a go
od day for me school wise.
as for him, what are we doing?...
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FromNYwithLOVE on 2008-06-05 02:17:57
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rubbed me the WRONG way... take a bow Explicit Content
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so the date with Tr was so akward and really bad. i have this huge pet peeve when guys rub my hands or my arm, and of course that's exactly what he did all night! i just had mindless rubbing lol, and old flame jerry alwa
ys wanted to do it after sex/fooling around and it drove me nuts, annoyed...
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FromNYwithLOVE on 2008-06-01 01:38:21
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indian jones
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billy jean is not my lover Explicit Content
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the adventures begin!
the summer of me has begun and im no longer under his spell. the two weeks we had apart worked wonders. i feel somewhat guilty for my lack of emotion, but then i dont think he really
loves me sooo, i dont. we bickered earlier and havent talked since. weve...
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FromNYwithLOVE on 2008-05-31 03:13:17
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here we go Explicit Content
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he loves me. i told him i loved him too. did i mean it, yes, in a way. im not in love, we never had a romantic stage. in th end it doesnt make a difference, im going on and so is he. i honestly think his emotions are tru
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FromNYwithLOVE on 2008-05-26 09:31:37
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i love you
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with a better, sober start Explicit Content
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enough with him, and all the depressing XXXXX. the rest of my life has begun and i am on the cusp of my future and its a marvelous feeling. with him im done, sort of. the sex has actually officially stopped (im quite prou
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FromNYwithLOVE on 2008-05-24 04:19:21
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I shoulda stopped at the red light 'cause, Now I'm Explicit Content
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so i know hes out and about with other women all the while going through flamed hopes to make me believe he misses me. correction, he misses my XXXXX. and although i left things up to E, i kinda dont know whats going on
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FromNYwithLOVE on 2008-04-25 23:34:25
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i'm going on, and i'm not afraid to it alone- gnar Explicit Content
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i sit here steeped in my anxiety and fears and listen to gnarls barkely speak to my sould. danger mouse and cee-lo are my new jesus for the moment and i embrace thier second coming as if i were a lost lamb. i sit here an
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FromNYwithLOVE on 2008-04-17 01:21:26
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want you to turn the lights off, me on Explicit Content
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so its been a little more than a week and its been up and down. ive made the decision that we are to be no more and that i am going out on an actual date tomorrow night. he is sending me mixed messages and just playing m
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FromNYwithLOVE on 2008-04-06 16:27:41
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we only said goodbye with words, i cried a thousan Explicit Content
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so he came over and i just jumped right into. response- XXXXX buddies and he isnt ready/want a relationship. my response after i said i needed to think about this (the options were either we sleep together and i date othe
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FromNYwithLOVE on 2008-03-28 15:20:00
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i just died in your arms tonight Explicit Content
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UPDAAAATEEE:
ok, so he came over on sunday but of course did not meet my mother although they both wanted to meet each other, crazy right?! anyway, so he came over and all that XXXXX i was talking about ne
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FromNYwithLOVE on 2008-03-24 18:16:55
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dilemaville- NEED AS MUCH ADVICE AS POSSIBLE Explicit Content
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ok, you will be proud of me. last night in my hail of doing a million things in 10 minuets as i rushed to go to bed to get a decent amount of sleep (3 hours isnt so decent, but i tried) i sent him a text. i quite boldly
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FromNYwithLOVE on 2008-03-22 02:38:30
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a monkey wrench the size of texas...rejection
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so my plan is going accordingly until he says he may stop by and meet my mom when she comes for the holiday. Whaaaaat?????? ok, relax. he isnt being serious and we both know this, he think itll be casual. no, forget it, its a joke. quite clearly. we are just sex and my coniving mother...
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FromNYwithLOVE on 2008-03-20 15:14:58
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at least now im being honest about the sex Explicit Content
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saturday happened. i know. you should hear what ive been calling myself. sex was good as usual and the whole event was semi-romantic. XXXXX that, it was just niceties he was feeding me in order to XXXXX me. his behavior wa
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FromNYwithLOVE on 2008-03-17 13:04:18
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time to focus on other things Explicit Content
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with my daily inspiration back in the front of my mind (my future) its time for me to focus on other things. ive really been watching my waistline these days and trying to keep school organized but i remain one s
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FromNYwithLOVE on 2008-03-13 15:49:57
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back to basics
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eating my to the golden ticket (and obesity) Explicit Content
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i may have reached my breaking point with this situation. i feel like with waiting to see if a commitment is possible (i sent my problems to E so i kinda know he can handle things for me) is like eating my way to a a gol
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FromNYwithLOVE on 2008-03-11 01:54:12
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