Have you ever been in so much emotional pain that you feel like you are goning to fall apart? That the world as you know it is crashing down around you and you can't do anything about it but watch it happen? Cried so much that you didn't feel you could cry any more and then the tears start falling down again? Well that's been me for the last five days or so. I had to make some choices this week that were not easy and not comfortable. But I feel they are right for me, but the lives that these decisions are imapacting are crushing blows to them not only emotionally but spiritually also. I still love them and I hate to see them hurt in this way and they say they are going to fight for me; but for me that just makes the hurt harder to deal with. Oh boy, here come the tears again... I can only hope that this will end in a peaceful manner, but, reality says to me I don't think so.
I'm off for now...
Posted by FrogsBlog on 2008-06-28 12:14:00 | Rating: | Views: 65