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| My Alter Ego |
I hate being naked cause I hate who I see,
but when I'm lost in the moment with just you and me
and your naked, and hugging me to, I'm ok with being naked as long as it's with you
Must you be so insentive and always hide what you feel, it frustrates me
I feel like I'm in love and flirting with a brick wall someone who is real
Just open up and let me see inside sometimes, I promise to be gentle
I hate being so cautious, and over thinking my every little move,
but when you tell me to follow you lead, I feel like a child who's your shadow
and I end up having a blast and it's all worth it cause I'm with you
Must you be so bossy and always in charge? How about you take a new approach and try doing something new? Try going to the lake, or to the park, or just making ice cream sundas for no reason but just to make me smile while we watch cartoons, and be big kids
I hate being so many of the wrong things, I wanna be crazy, and party, and dance, and beautiful, and the life of the party, I always feel like a misfit truly I do, but you don't mind my sweats pants, and you seem to love me even when I look my worst.
Must you be so popular and entertain it to, can't you just be humble and let me have a worriless peaceful day? I dont wanna worry about you the whole time your out, I just want to be happy you come back and had a clean good time.
I hate this alter ego, Is ME TODAY OR IS YOU?! Alter ego if I could catch you, I'd kick you butt, I'd show and make you feel all of my anger and frustration you cause, but today I'm wasting my time, I'm wasting my rest, I'm wasting a head, it's just causing me more stress, Alter ego your a pain in the butt but one day one day whether it's soon or not I'm going to find a way to self destruct, one day one day I will find a way to just NOT GIVE A FUCK and take back control over my day, one day one day soon or not, I won't GIVE A FUCK. One day one day whether it's soon or not, I won't have to fight this alter ego because I'll be free, I'll be to NOT GIVE A FUCK and just ok with being ME!
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Posted by FreeME75 on 2009-06-27 01:58:09 | Rating: | Views: 82
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