It is totally crazy how things end up working out. My family and I are really struggling financially at the moment. Everything for us seems to be going wrong, and every time we think we have caught a break, its turns out to be another false hope.  I am in college now, and the money strains from that alone don’t help our situation. Sometimes I feel extremely guilty and just want to drop out and get a job so I can help out. We don’t even have a car at the moment, and that has been really tough. In about a week I get to go back home for Christmas break, which lasts about a month, and I am totally excited! That means a whole month that I can go back to my old job and make some money, I’m hoping I can scrape enough together to help pay my books for next semester and maybe use a pay check or two for Christmas presents and all that…my sister still wants a Christmas of  course. But like I said we don’t have a car. My parents have been fervently trying to find something, and I have pulled all the money of my credit card to help them out with it. So as the days go by I have grown more and more apprehensive because no car has showed up, and I have to go to work soon….therefore I need transportation! (no bus system where I live). But then we finally caught a break! There is a chance we might have a car soon, at least for a while. My uncle who has been having major problems with stress and his own family is coming down to spend a month or so with our family. And he is coming with a car! One that we will be able to borrow at least until we find one of our own! I am so excited! I just hope this does work out, because I cannot afford not to go to work. Well I guess I have said enough about this for now. Later, and thanks to those who read my blog!