dont lable yourself so much.. try to be at peace.... breath... we are souls trapped in these things called bodies and really i think you should just try to enjoy the great things that happen... don't wait for these great things to happen.. make them happen... its amazing where ur life can go when you open yourself up to the idea that nothing is impossible... you are who you want to be.. if you do what you've always done, you'll get what you've always got.. and it doesn't sound like your that happy with what youve been getting from the universe, so change it. don't ponder on it. don't over analize things just be who you want to be and do what you want to do and laugh and smell the flowers, and find the good in things...

p.s... who really knows what we want from life.. it is far easier to start with the idea of knowing what you don't want from life and then to go from there..... the older i get the more i understand that i will never be able to understand many things... i could sit around forever and ask why this or why that or why me .... honestly though, for me, this served no purpose other than making me depressed because there are no definitive answers .....

i dont understand clearly
but i think that life is costful,isnt it?
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hey, u see, your positive! thats good u know, dont need to hide lil secrets that makes u happy and that wont hurt others! cheer up! maybe u want to check my post and let off some steam with my friend KYO....u can punck and kick him but its ok...c'mon he's waiting! =)

My parents likes to pretend that im not a Lesbian, we dont talk about it. When she found out I cut she kept saying how other people wpuld react. I dont want to stop cutting, if I still cant handle things I will probably cutting myself until the day that I die.