In reference to my other blog, i know i said tat i believe in all the psychic hoo-ha if you will, but im serious when i say that my star sign - is ALWAYS right. It's freaky sometimes it really is.

My star sign 2 weeks ago said that a former sweetheart would come back into my life and the flame would be rekindled. Well it happened. This guy that i liked years ago (2 years ago to be exact), i met him on my 19th birthday, moved away when things were almost looking serious between us, he was gone 2 years and just recently moved back to town.

Last night was the first time i have spoken to him since he got back, this you may think is no big deal, and its not really, only when he left, i assumed that we would stay in touch, but he pretty much just disappeared and i hadnt spoken to him since the night he left when he came to my house to say good bye, i mean there may be some explanation for why, he hasnt offered it yet, but im sure there is one.

Anyway we were talking last night and i wanted to ask him why he didnt stay in contact but i woosed out, coz im yella' bellied chicken. But he asked me to have drinks with him one night, now he asked me to, but i didnt give him my number. Not because i dont want to, well i guess i dont really, i mean he is a nice guy, genuine, and once upon a time was completely hot for me, lol.

I didnt give an answer because..

...the only man i want i cant have right now. And if Ad were to ask me out again i think i would have to tell him we could hang out as friends, but currently i am trying to get my ex back. And that isnt all that appealing is it now? Especially if im grasping at straws and deluding myself into thinking we will ever be together again?

But - while im alive and well enough to try and get him back, im going to, and i wont give up until i get a definite sign from him.

So in conclusion - my star sign was pretty on target. Lol.