Isn't it funny how things work out? It really never ceases to amaze me anymore. Take this situation for example....

You find out your pregnant, which is a very good thing. It's something both you and your husband want, but there is a problem. The problem is that your husband is thousands of miles away from you, unable to come right back because of governments, red tape, and basically to put it nicely; bull shit.

They say that the first couple months of a pregnancy is very critical for everything to go alright. You're supposed to avoid stress and all of that good stuff, well do you know how stressful it is to find out your pregnant (with your first child), and know that your husband can't even be there for you to tell him in person? He can't even go to your first appointment with you to confirm it?

Looking ahead to the calendar, I have more appointments scheduled of course, and it is so hard to not know if he'll make it to any of them. I know it isn't his fault, even though I'm sure I make it hard for him on occasion, but it's just hard to deal with.

The only good thing I have at the moment, is the fact that my family is being a great help. If it wasn't for them I don't know what I would do. Of course my parents are happy as well, seeing as it will be their first grandchild. Everything is great and perfect, except for the fact that the one I love isn't able to be here for this.

It's weird to think about having this piece of him, and piece of me growing inside me even though he is thousands of miles away, like I said before it is funny how life works.