Last night, as I do most nights, I had a weird dream.

I went to Newcastle to visit my, James, my ex boyfriend (who I'm friends with now) and see his house that he'd just moved into. So he gave me a tour and it was fine and stuff then we went for a walk outside in the evening and he was telling me about this girl he's going out with and how they were going on holiday with Rob, this other guy I used to like and his girlfriend.

Then I was with my best friend Nicki and Rob's girlfriend Emma and she was telling me how excited she was about their holiday but that she was worried because James's girlfriend, Amy was cheating on him. Me and Nikki decided we'd have to go to the airport and tellJames because it wasn't fair. But there was two airports in Newcastle one was called Newcastle and one was Newc International. So we were running between the two trying to find out which airport it was but we couldn't and we were on the bridge that seperates the two airports and I was getting all upset and emotional because it would probably be too late now. Then Rob came running over to us. I asked him why he wasn't at the airport yet and he said he didn't know which one it was. He had this homemade walkie talkie and he kept trying to get in touch with Emma through it but there was too much static. So he said he'd go to the international one because they were going to Spain and he ran over the road but a car hit him!

I was so upset! I ran straight over to him and pulled him onto the side of the brisge opposite Nikki. He was lying on a heap on the round but he looked like he wasn't injured. I got down on the ground and asked him if he was okay and he said he was but in a very dazed way. So I gave him my hands to pull himself up and he did in a very wobbly way then he didn't let go of my hands and he tried to come closer to me so I backed away but he cornered me. I looked over at Nikki as if to say 'help! please!' but she just shrugged. Then Rob kissed me and I was stuck.

Then I woke up.

Weird.

I'm not evening slightly attracted to Rob anymore. Were still friends but that's really because he's one of Al's best friends. Distant best friends. I haven't heard from him since Christmas Day though. It's so strange.

Anybody got a diagnosis?!

Bex

xXx

P.S. these are all fake names.