Lately, everyone has been on edge.  Relationships arent going as well as they wish, and I being the person that I am, is trying to help them.  There is only so much I can do.  I cannot tell them how to feel about someone and tell them how not to feel about someone.  So we'll start from the beginning.  I got out of a bad two year relationship about a month and a half ago.  So I am still healing from that.  Then there is Gaven.   I met Gaven through Greg and Christie, and we have become pretty good friends.  He got out of a bad relationship too and I have been trying to help him.  It gets super frustrating because the closer I grow to him, the more I don't want him to get hurt.

He is an extremely amazing person, and he deserves the best.  He treats people with respect, and doesnt judge just by what you see, and helps everyone become they best to their abiltiy.  The ex called him today, wanting to hang out.  Tears are in his eyes, his face full of hurt.  I feel so helpless.  I wish there was more I could do but reaching out to him is hard too.  I'll just put it in God's hands and God will help it all out.