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 Hurt anger stress and pain. Not a good mix.
So this weekend was very stressful for me.  on friday I found out that our job is going to be closing and relocating all of us to Washington.  I dont want to go to Washington so now I have to figure out where im going from here.  Me and my bf got into it again.  It got to the point to where I just couldnt take it anymore and I told him that I thought it was best we went our seperate ways.   I have decided that I am tired of him telling me I need to grow up.  I get that all the time from him when I am talking to him about how I feel about things that go on.  Since he dont agree with the way I feel it is me being childish and immature.  I know that I may have alot of insecurities with myself but that does not mean he is not in the fault for things he does.  I have learned that no matter how much you love someone sometimes you just arent ment to be with that person no matter how much it may hurt you in the end.  I told him that I thought we should be friends but he told me that if im going to leave then leave for good that he dont want anything to do with any of it anymore.  I just dont get men.  Probably never will.
    Posted by Fely on 2008-01-28 14:57:51 | Rating: | Views: 114
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Sounds like sooner or later, someone is going to need a friend. He's going to realize who was more important to talk to when he needed someone to listen to him on the other end of that phone. Someone whom he wanted to share the rest of his life with (friendship or relationship, someone who held the key to his heart. Someone whom he could trust and not have to worry about. If he wants you to leave for good...and u do decide to do this, it's only a matter a time before he realizes there is something missing. Especially after he realizes that he missed out on spending his valued time with you, and how much it wasn't worth letting you go.
Posted by  MsUnderstood  on 2008-01-28 18:35:50 
  
You are probably the only other person that has talked to him about all of this stuff that has been going on with me and him. And I hope your right about things but honestly I dont know if i will take him back this time. I dont know if i really want to put my heart in his hands again.
Posted by  Fely  on 2008-01-28 18:53:14 
  
You alway have a friend here Fely you know that ,as for your BF well he should have taken more time to listen to you we men are sometime short on that. sorry for you pain
Posted by  Nard2145  on 2008-01-30 11:48:09 
  
Sorry your going through a rough patch Fely. Like they said, you have friends here though. We may only have cyber shoulders but they're still big. lol
Posted by  scotslad60  on 2008-02-06 18:08:34 
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