So me and my bf got into a serious talk on friday night talking about kids.  All weekend I started thinking about it and how I wouldnt mind having another one.  Last night I finally asked him what he thought about us and having a baby. SO he says he would like to wait abit.  Which is fine with me I didnt have a problem with that.  BUT he wanted to know how I felt about it.  I told him that I would rather not go there becuase I didnt want to feel "weired". But he kept bugging me about it so I told him that I would like to take my chances to see what happens.  We have two different views on this.  And now I feel weired  just like I said I would.   Dont really know what to do now.  He says I shouldnt but I do.  Now I feel like im almost pressuring him into have a kid.  Because he said if you want one I will give you one.  Even though he just told me that he thought we should wait.  Yay me.