I'm in college and having trouble connecting with other kids my age. I always feel like some alien observing them. I try not to generalize but it just seems like most of them are so immature and petty. I just don't want drama or bullshit ya know? Like I used to hang with this one group of girls and they sorta poisoned me towards having large groups of females as friends. I'm not down on my own sex, some of by best friends are girls, but there just seems to be such a higher level of bitchiness and conformity to girls then guys. I don't want to wear the same makeup/clothes and do the same thing as everyone else. I wanna be myself and gain acceptance. Is that so much to ask? I worked hard to be myself and not sacrifice myself for the sake of acceptance, but sometimes that makes me an outsider and sometimes at my weaker moments I wonder if I have it wrong. Maybe ignorance truly is bliss if your happy...
What do you think?