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I wonder why people write down their thoughts.
I am aware that it is highly ironic that I write this down but I'm hoping to just write a load of random crap down here. And possibly a witty and revolutionary social critique. So not much then.

I have several friends who write on here and I've never kept one before so i thought it'd be nice to ramble for a change. Nothing particulary important happens to me and I might try and write about unimportant things as if the were important.
Like my hunger, right now. Its on the left side of my stomach. It's gone now. But it'll come back.
Maybe sooner rather than later, I haven't eaten much healthy today, but i never do. I have some sort of psychological block over eating any fruit and most vegetables. I should get around to that but I can't be bothered[fear]. I think it may have become too much of who I am for me to just abandon it.
I'm at Uni in London, its fun but it quickly leads to my main gripe at society:

Why are people purposefully malicious to people they bear no grudges towards?

I don't try to be, it seems pointless to be cruel to people who don't deserve it. Often I find it hard enough to be cruel to those who 'deserve' it, or to cut off relations to anyone, regardless of what they've done. I'd like to think I don't annoy or hurt people, it tears me up inside when I do such things, like recently when I talked to this feminist when I was drunk and made a comment which could be construed as sexist. Something about men ebing more susceptible to Nationalist propaganda. Which is basically true! But that aside, she got really upset and I felt terrible and ran down the tube. That was in september, I haven't spoken to her since and I can't look her in the eye.

Ugh my enthusiasm for this blog has reached an all time low already, I'm so tempted to delete it. I mean there is no point to this. It's late and I want to sleep. At least I'm not hungry.

Hmm may as well continue. My name isn't really Fault Lines, thats just the name of an album sitting on my hifi. It's by Avast!, who are pretty good. Not quite Bloc Party, Hundred Reasons or Hell is For Heroes, but it'll do. I like Dartz! too. Too many exclamation marks but its all good.

I wish I were an existentialist.

Posted by Faultlines on 2007-11-08 17:33:10 | Rating: