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Sadness is really everywhere!!
I talked to Craig twice today, and he sounds so very sad and miserable. I am really worried about him. I just hope and pray all the time that he will be okay.
I am so sad and depressed. I called my shrink today. She hasn't responded yet. I am supposed to see her June 4th.
Craig wants to get out of Tampa immediately. But he still has to sell the house. I think that he will contact investors this week sometime.
He wants me there. My daughter and kitties want me here. I feel like I am sort of being torn in to. I am just not sure where I do belong.
My mom is desperately hard to get along with. You would have to really know her, to know just how very bad she really is. If you knew her, you would be surprised at the way that she is. She is just like she is crazy!
I just want to be left alone. But she is so nosey. She makes uncalled for comments about things. Things I don't want nor do I need to hear.
The worst thing is that I can't be with Craig. I need him so much. I want desperately for him to be here. Then I could see my daughter and my kitties and be with my sweetie.
I just feel worse everyday! I feel like I am in a large, very deep whole, and when I look up I don't even see any daylight. None at all. It is totally dark up there. I am sinking deeper and it is getting darker.
Thanks for my friends on here for trying to cheer me up. It has really helped. I cherish my friends on thoughts.
I know that things must get better. I have a strong faith in God. I will keep praying and trusting. I will try to eat better and get more sleep.
I just want to be able to see out of this dark whole that I am in. I will keep looking for the light!
Please light come to me NOW!
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Posted by Fancie on 2008-05-20 20:32:25 | Rating: | Views: 78
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I hope Craig can join the rest of your family soon and i hope you find "the light" as soon as possible :]
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Posted by smileforthecamera
on 2008-05-20 21:11:39
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I am with SFC. I hope things work out for you family very soon and you can get everyone in the same city with the least amount of stress.
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Posted by Faith
on 2008-05-21 12:51:14
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I hope things work out. It will be easier when you all together again.
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Posted by prelude2it
on 2008-05-21 14:11:33
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