Craig called me four times today trying to get me. We kept missing each other. The next to the last time he called, he accidentaly called my mom's cell phone. But he finally got me. He was calling to tell me what time he would call me tomorrow. Isn't that sweet? He has a cell phone that you up load a card on, and he didn't have much time left on it. Tomorrow he will call me from work on someone's else's phone with unlimited minutes. He didn't want me to be upset because I missed his calls today.

He wants me to come back there and live. But I told him that I can't. I have to be with my mom who is getting very elderly. I don't want to be away from her, in case that something should happen to her.

I went to see my therapist today. He told me that before I move back in with Craig, I should make sure that he has stopped drinking. Tom said that a lot of people slip and drink again, when they are trying to stop. I need to keep making it plain that if he can't stop and not drink anymore, I cannot live with him. I know he is right, but it will be hard to not move back in with him when he is here.

He is waiting for his income tax check to come and see me. He said as soon as he gets it he is going to get a plane ticket and come.

I will be so glad to see him.

I just hope that we can work things out and be together. I think that he really loves me. But he is difficult. But then so am I. But he is my husband and I think since we love each other, we should keep working at making it work.

I am happy now. BUT... I have Bi-Polar and I am afraid that my moods are going from Manic to Depressed. I think that I am Manic now. I need to see my psych. But there is a problem there. Oh well. At least I am happy now.