There may be hope after all. I received some very nice comments on my last blog. They really did help.
I have also put out some requests for some friends, that I hope I will get. I love thoughts.com. I haven't been a member very long, but have enjoyed this blog area more than any I have been involved in.
Even though I have a ton of troubles, I feel hopeful for the first time in a long time.
There are just so many issues!!
But I am feeling more positive. And for me that was very necessary to happen to make me feel better. I needed it.
I have dreaded each new day. Like sort of wondering when I would wake up, "Oh no, another day in Louisville! What bad thing will happen today. Can I survive it?" But I am a firm believer in keeping on, even when life looks bleak. Even when I think I can't go on somehow I would keep on, something deep inside of me would push me on! I like to think it is my 'native American heritage' giving me that extra shove I would need to keep on keeping on, even when the way is so rough, I can bearly lift my head. But I do and I will!!!!
Fancie
Posted by Fancie on 2008-01-28 16:51:15 | Rating: | Views: 50