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Excitement Reigns For Now
I am so happy and so excited! I am going to Tampa on April 25th to see my man.

We are going to begin getting the house ready to sell, so he can move up to Louisville with me.

I can say right at this time that excitement does indeed reign in my life for now.

Needless to say I cannot wait to see him. I haven't seen him since September. I don't want to count up the time. It would upset me too much to know how long it has been.

We haven't made love in much longer than that. We were estranged when we were together. Just not separated. I thought that I hated him. But I was just extremely mad at him. If you have read some of my blogs, you will know a little about why I was so mad at him.

He is still drinking. But I know that I love him. I would rather be with him drinking than not be with him at all.

I have missed him so much since we have been apart. It was like my heart was slowing dying. I was shriveling up inside. Instead of feeling better the longer I was away from him. I just got more and more miserable. I cried a lot.

Then when my Mom had to call him about that business matter. I knew that I had to make the first move to try to rectify the thing I had done. After all I left him. He didn't leave me. I was scared of what he would do or say. Or of what he wouldn't do. But I had to do something. I could no longer deal with the situation the way that it was.

After all he was alive. He wasn't dead. If he were dead I would have to somehow deal with it. But he wasn't. Thank God!

I am so hopeful and so happy and so excited!!

I am praying and praying and then praying somemore.

I know that he loves me, no matter what my old therapist told me. He was always telling me that Craig didn't love me. But that wasn't true. If it hadn't been for the therapist I would have never left Craig. Now I wish that I hadn't.

He cried and I cried when I left. It was all a disaster. I hope we can get it all fixed up now.

He is my husband. I still love him. And he still loves me. I think that we should try and work it out.
Posted by Fancie on 2008-04-11 16:18:50 | Rating: | Views: 99


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Posted by
bjm1
on 2008-04-11 16:22:32
 
i am realy glad for you,,have FUN FUN barbarajune peace
 
 

Posted by
Fancie
on 2008-04-11 16:32:45
 
Thanks Barbarajune. You are always ready with a great comment. Thanks so much!!!
 
 

Posted by
Faith
on 2008-04-11 16:34:08
 
I hope everything works out for you the way you want it to. It is good you are both trying. If you married and still care for one another you should do everything you can to work it out.
 
 

Posted by
Fancie
on 2008-04-11 16:39:14
 
Thanks Faith. I think that your advise is good advice. Thanks for responding.
 
 

Posted by
prelude2it
on 2008-04-12 01:21:57
 
I wish you both the best.
 
 

Posted by
Ellie2008
on 2008-04-12 09:28:49
 
Best of luck.
 
 

Posted by
Fancie
on 2008-04-12 12:32:28
 
Thanks so much prelude and ellie. It is nice to know that I have friends on here that care.
 
 

Posted by
DifficultSoul
on 2008-04-14 14:55:53
 
I am happy for you and Craig.
If you live like there is no tomorrow, all of the little things you used to fight about, will not seem important anymore.
 
 

Posted by
Fancie
on 2008-04-15 18:30:10
 
Thanks Difficultsoul. I will live that way if I can!
 
 


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