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How Do I Really Feel?
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Sometimes I don't really blog about what is on my mind, really. I just blog about what I think others might want to hear. I have a very dark side to myself too.
Lately I've been...
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Posted by:
Fancie on 2008-07-12 13:48:41
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unhappiness
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In Response To Others
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I am writing this in response to others pain. I am reading so many blogs of people that are in pain.
I wish with all of my heart there was really something I could do to help...
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Fancie on 2008-07-10 14:32:23
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My Husband's Birthday
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Today is my husband's birthday. He's all alone in Tampa. I feel so terrible about that. We were supposed to be together on his birthday. But it didn't work out. I have called him 3 times and...
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Posted by:
Fancie on 2008-07-07 16:06:13
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Leaving On a Jet Plane
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July 15th, Tuesday I am leaving to go see my Baby in Tampa. I am so excited. I haven't seen him since May. It will be so wonderful to see my husband again.
He wants me to...
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Posted by:
Fancie on 2008-07-01 19:31:14
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going to Tampa
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selling house
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What the Use
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I got inspired to work on one of my novels. So I worked feverishly for about an hour. Then I stopped. I started to think, what is the point? Am I just wasting my time? What am I going to do...
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Posted by:
Fancie on 2008-06-27 12:36:03
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Second Chances
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I grew up feeling like I didn't have a real mother. My daddy getting killed when I was 2 left me without a father too.
But now I have a second chance, I have my Aunt Kathy and...
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Posted by:
Fancie on 2008-06-23 16:57:41
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Same Old Same Old
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Another day, same old thing. That's what I think each day now. I get up. I call Craig to see how he is. I take care of my kitties. Somehow muddle through the day.
I pray a lot at...
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Fancie on 2008-06-17 20:22:23
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Do I Really Help You?
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I wonder sometimes if my comments on other people's blogs sight ever really help them at all. I like to help others. I've always been that way. When I started this post I never intended to...
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Posted by:
Fancie on 2008-06-16 14:00:48
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Things Are So Much Better
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I have been having the most terrible time lately. And I want to tell everyone that I am sorry for always being negative and whining abaut everything.
I think that my problem...
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Posted by:
Fancie on 2008-06-12 16:25:26
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I Shouldn't Be But I Am
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I know that I shouldn't be, but I am. I am very sad today.
It could be because I am worn out. I had to get up 3 hours earlier than I usually do and go to the hospital with my mom...
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Posted by:
Fancie on 2008-06-06 15:48:22
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I Am So Sad
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I am so sad today.
Each night when I go to bed I think of Craig and wish with all my heart that he was here with me. I push back the tears and talk to God. But for some...
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Posted by:
Fancie on 2008-05-31 14:29:04
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Awake At 1:AM
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I am writing this in the early hours of Tuesday morning. 10 after 1am. My Maine Coon, Callie is lying at my side with her front legs wrapped around my arm. My sweet, Betsy is lying in my lap. I...
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Posted by:
Fancie on 2008-05-27 17:39:44
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Scared and Scared
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I love Craig so very much.
But I am scared.
In the past, the not to distant past, I felt afraid that I just didn't have what it takes...
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Posted by:
Fancie on 2008-05-21 13:38:22
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Sadness Is Everywhere
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Sadness is really everywhere!!
I talked to Craig twice today, and he sounds so very sad and miserable. I am really worried about him. I just hope and pray all the time that he will...
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Posted by:
Fancie on 2008-05-20 20:32:25
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Scared and Sad
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Some of the things going on in my life are wonderful! My hubby is talking about coming as soon as possible. That makes me deliourously happy.
But then there is the fear, because...
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Posted by:
Fancie on 2008-05-19 18:07:19
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My Life Is So Different
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I feel like I have finally grown up. I should have grown up long ago, due to my age. But I never did.
I think one of the reasons Craig and I had so many problems was because...
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Posted by:
Fancie on 2008-05-15 17:24:36
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Posted by:
Fancie on 2008-04-23 12:39:46
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I Guess I am A Disaster
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I am so pissed at my Mama. I just want to scream it to anyone and everyone that will listen!!!!!!
She keeps her nose in my business all the time. I am too old to have someone...
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Posted by:
Fancie on 2008-04-17 14:50:29
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My St Jude Medal
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I always wear a St. Jude Medal around my neck. It is Jordan's. She lent it to me because I was having so much trouble. It was blessed by the Parish Priest where we attend here in Louisville, The...
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Posted by:
Fancie on 2008-04-16 15:55:44
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Something Wonderful
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Something wonderful happened 2 nights ago. Craig called very late. He never calls that late because of my Mom and her husband. But he said, "I just wanted to hear your voice."
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Posted by:
Fancie on 2008-04-15 19:34:52
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