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I don't know what made me want to do this. Part of it is that I want YOU* to find it and understand how I feel but you won't. This isn't my real name and so I can say the things that I've never been able to tell everyone. I can tell everyone some things but I can't tell anyone, everything. You will never know how much I love you and I understand that I've gone pretty much crazy over it...I don't know what I did last night and you could at least tell me. You don't even care when I drunkenly text my love for you all the time you told me you think it's funny and you also said you don't care when I get mad at you cuz it always happens so I have no clue what I could've possibly done. You deleted me on facebook and by deleted I mean blocked. I hate you when you act like that, tell me what the fuck I did. If you don't want to talk to me that's fine except that I've asked you and you say no I do I do...well clearly you don't. I feel like you are just seeing how far you can push me until I go over the edge and believe me I will. Do you want to be responsible for that? I'm not saying it's your fault I'm the way I am of course it's not but you need to stop playing games with me. You can't just cut me out of your life with no explanation and if you do then be ready for me to go overboard cuz I will. |
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Posted by Falk1 on 2008-07-27 01:25:09 | Rating: | Views: 52
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