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Look Out, I'm Coming Out
Every since I gained weight I've felt like I am not allowed on the planet.  Like I should hide or something.  Well look out ladies and gentlemen, Faith is comming out.  I am ready to embrace life and all that it offers.  I'm sick of locking myself away, feeling like I shouldn't flirt with a man because what could he possibly find attractive about me.  Being overweight has changed my life.  I am a pretty outgoing person when I want to be.  But sometimes things happen to you in life and your body has to change with them and if anyone doesn't like the way I look, then the don't have to fucking look at me.  I have gone to long letting my weight hold me back and I am just not going to do it anymore. 

I'm coming back to my whole self now.  I am actually letting my mom tak my picture.  Actually I've been asking her to.  Fuck how much I weight.  On the inside I am the same person whether I'm overweight or skinny.  If anyone doesn't like it, fuck them.  I want to be free.  I want to live my life the same way regardless of my size.  Right now it's just not in the cards for me to weigh 130 and I'm not interested in explaining, just in letting go. 
Posted by Faith on 2008-04-07 13:53:25 | Rating: n/a | Views: 50


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Posted by
Fancie
on 2008-04-07 13:58:20
 
Good for you Faith. I can't wear a size 2 either like we have been taught is ideal. I wear a 14. But I try not to let my body affect me either. Although I know at times that it does. But my husband loves the way that I look and that does help.

Go ahead Faith, come out and enjoy your life. Every man I've found out doesn't like the skinny girls.

Just have fun.

Best wishes to you
 
 

Posted by
Mamacita925
on 2008-04-07 14:34:19
 
*applause*

Good for you....
Be happy in you who are
Not what society thinks you should be!

Like Fancie said...most men don't like skinny girls.
 
 

Posted by
erica3
on 2008-04-07 14:40:36
 
Thats great!! i wish i could have the same outlook as you and stop caring about what other people think, and whats perfect and not perfect. thats so awesome what you are doing! :)
 
 

Posted by
Faith
on 2008-04-07 15:18:06
 
Thank you guys for your comments. It really helps to have your understanding.
 
 

Posted by
roe
on 2008-04-08 23:08:30
 
I watched the biggest loser tonight and a girl who lost 99 pounds saw a picture of herself before the weight loss and her trainer was standing there with her and said "Look at you, you were loveable then too" or something like that...its true, its whats inside that counts. Most people who are overweight are hiding from something and doing emotional eating.
Love yourself unconditionally!
 
 

Posted by
LadiLucifer
on 2008-04-09 09:23:43
 
YAY Faith!!!! I feel the same way. Just know your beautiful and everyone else will see it too.
:0)
 
 


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