We lost 2 babies within a 40 hours period this weekend.  Both were old and sick.  Both Black and white bi-color cats.  I miss them so much.   Right now the feeling comes and goes though.  Alot of times I am just numb.  I think I'm still in shock.  I wish they could be with us but I guess it's their time to be in heaven. 

Bad things always seem to happen around my birthday which is early April.  At least it seems like it does.  I miss my father more on my at this time of year than any other time.  He always made my birthday special.  Hopefully our babies found him and are rubbing up against his pants legs and he's saying "get off me" in that friendly way he always spoke to the cats.