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Things are really weird for me now. I have been going through so much. I don't even know how to describe it. In alot of ways I am very definative about my life and what I believe & in other ways I feel like I'm out there flapping in the breeze not knowing which direction to turn.
I don't really have anyone to talk to about the way I feel. My grandma is afraid to feel anything. I hope I am never like that. Fear is a natural feeling, but I hope I am never ruled by it. I just want to be free to feel, to create.
Last night I tore up a bunch of the pictures I drew. I was just so sick of looking at them. Then of course I cried. I miss the paintings I did when lived in Tampa and couldn't bring with me. I poured so much of myself in them and I never think about how much I miss them because I can't get them back. So, I'm putting it behind me and moving forward. It seemed like what I did last night was a start, even though it hurts, I believe in the long run it will help.
That's it from me. If you read this, thanks for that.
Faith
And hopefully, some new found hope.
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Posted by Faith on 2008-10-22 11:17:35 | Rating: | Views: 85
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