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Family issues - work on 2008-04-23 14:00:06 |
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I really hope things get better with your family. Families can be so difficult sometimes.
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Graphics I Enjoy on 2008-04-23 13:52:14 |
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That is so great.
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SHAKE THEM HATERS OFF! on 2008-04-23 13:50:55 |
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That is so great. I heard something about this like if your writing or drawnig and show it to the wrong person they try to drag you down. I showed 5 poems to someone I thought was a very good friend of mine and she said "I've read better" she hurt me so bad but guess what? Three of those 5 poems I showed her got published.
The things you write are so inspiring.
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One More Day on 2008-04-23 13:45:10 |
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I love your poem. I really like you profile page to. They are both very inspiring.
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2 DAYS AND COUNTING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! on 2008-04-23 12:55:03 |
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Fancie: I hope you enjoy your time with your husband and that you and he work things out the way you want. Peace.
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2 DAYS AND COUNTING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! on 2008-04-23 12:53:44 |
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dralibongo: take it easy on the girl. Didn't you read her blog. Her husband is there and she is going back to see him not the city. Besides you vastly overstate the conditions. You act like it's a 3rd world country. Chill.
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Getting to Know Me on 2008-04-23 12:14:47 |
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What if the person doesn't want you to get to know them. What if everytime you think you are getting close they completely shut down and turn into someone else?
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No sense of direction -buckle up on 2008-04-22 16:30:16 |
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Well Good Lord, why do they even pick you to drive? (hehe). Lady you are so funny. My mom has no sense of direction either. The trick she started using was thinking of which way she thought she ought to turn and then turn in the opposite direction. It worked out for her for a while. Now we're in a new state and she can't find her way out of a paper bag.
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Coffee cans,salt,slugs and sun on 2008-04-22 16:21:58 |
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I don't believe I've ever seen a slug. I did see a pink worm in my gram's driveway. Does that do anything for you?
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COLD on 2008-04-22 16:10:34 |
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I feel for you. I hope all our cold weather is gone. I hate the cold and I moved to Kentucky in the US. Stupid, Stupid.
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Lyric Rhythm on 2008-04-22 15:58:08 |
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I feel like I don't fit in my home. I should have written this before. I hide alot of things from myself about myself. I have a hard time knowing exactly how I feel about my home life. I know I'm bored that's my fault.
I don't fit in mostly because I am living with people who don't seem to want me there and I feel like 'well if you didn't want me here why did you invite me'. I am living around people that make no sense in a city that makes no sense to me. I feel a little more welcomed by the city since the spring and things are blooming & it's so beautiful. I guess what I feel is displaced. Does that make sense? You go so deep examining you soul and the world around. You sound like a philosopher. Have you read or studied philosophy?
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Cherished Diary Keepers on 2008-04-22 15:46:16 |
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I get alot out of what you write. People are moody and you have to feel the bad with the good to be a true artist. There are so many ways to experience it. I read books about genocide. It breaks my heart the things that went on in Rwanda in 1994 and the other civil wars that go on. I watch things like Without a Trace and Law & Order and experience all the madness in the world. I try to incorporate it into my poetry. I haven't figured out how to do so with my drawing. Although I do draw alot of faces and other things crying tears of blood.
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Peace Out on 2008-04-22 15:32:41 |
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Girl I enjoy reading your posts. I'm going to miss you. I hope you do change your mind.
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True Love on 2008-04-22 15:29:39 |
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I am collecting things for my bed. I guess I am settling in at grandma's house. I AM a total shopaholic so it's dangerous for me to go anywhere.
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Erotic dreams...or fantasies on 2008-04-22 15:20:03 |
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Ok first of all, love the new pic and second of all I am in a totally public place write now reading this. Third, giiiirl, I have nothing original to add. Wow, wow and wow.
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black pants, why do we have so many? on 2008-04-22 14:54:18 |
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I don't think I have a single pair of black pants. I love black but I have a couple of shaded silver persians and wearing black around them is not good because their hair just gets all over the black. I did get a cute black skirt last week. I don't think it will hold the hair though.
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my wedding day with kissable lips on 2008-04-22 14:47:25 |
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I know I am several days late but Happy Anniversary. Even me who thinks everything is corney can see the romance of that special day. Don't tell anyone.
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I Guess I am A Disaster on 2008-04-17 14:55:52 |
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Don't let your mom work your nerves. It's just not worth it. It sounds like things are going along good with your husband. You'll probably be living with him soon.
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BROKE ASS on 2008-04-17 14:42:26 |
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Don't you hate that when you have know money and everything looks so good like you were describing and if you had money you probably wouldn't even want it. It's so crazy. You'll get through.
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unwanted on 2008-04-17 14:32:53 |
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That sounds so messed up. I don't really know what to say except I feel for you. No one should have to go through that. Especially with their mother. Peace.
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Why I'm here on 2008-04-17 14:27:21 |
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I am right there with you.
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A B C's To Live By..... on 2008-04-17 14:25:12 |
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I'm beginning to think you should write a self help book or one of the feel good inspirational books where you just flip to a page and read and it's something uplifting. You advice is so great. Thanks.
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My favortie songs on 2008-04-17 14:21:10 |
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I just thought of one. Zanado. I know it's corny but it starts with a z.
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My favortie songs on 2008-04-17 14:20:11 |
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cannot think of any song that starts with a z. I tried. Good list.
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Violet on 2008-04-17 14:17:21 |
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I have the curly hair. I have to use gel and mousse and hairdryer. When I cut off my hair I look like Ronald McDonald. It's horrible. Hope you and your daughter have fun hiking & I hope she doesn't have to carry you back down. (hehe)
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I miss you on 2008-04-17 14:11:27 |
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That is so beautiful. I love your poetry.
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after the bulls game, went home with a burger, no on 2008-04-17 14:00:29 |
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Sounds great. Where do I sign up?
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afraid to die......? on 2008-04-17 13:52:37 |
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I wonder if I'd want to know if I only had a year to live. I guess I would. I would probably totaly go wild and do all kinds of crazy things. But we have to live life like you wrote.
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Bubbly on 2008-04-16 16:11:29 |
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It's good you've found someone who will actually spend time with you and your daughter. Nimbles sounds to cute.
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My St Jude Medal on 2008-04-16 16:02:42 |
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I like wearing the St. Jude Medal. Thanks for the information on him.
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Something Wonderful on 2008-04-15 19:47:46 |
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I am very happy for you.
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Just keep walking on 2008-04-15 18:54:48 |
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Ok. I guess I'm a complete dork here but someone tell me who Criss Angel is.
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Shark week, a 4 year olds fascination on 2008-04-15 18:48:49 |
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I never watched shark. I have seen every Jaws movie though. My mothers idea. I don't go in the ocean because I'm afraid of the jellyfish. I will go into a pool, no fear.
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just some fun.. on 2008-04-15 18:37:45 |
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My bad. I should also have said filling out questioners makes me homicidal. Reading them I can deal.
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just some fun.. on 2008-04-15 18:36:30 |
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Hmmmmm Interesting.
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Elevator on 2008-04-15 18:28:04 |
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Jobs and bosses just suck don't they. I can't imagine what it's like to be a mom. Here's to hoping for better day.
Peace.
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When is it really over? on 2008-04-14 14:52:46 |
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My mom and dad divorced when I was about 18. They were still concerned about each other. She had known him since she was 12. They actually really bonded over me. I was a trouble maker. If not for that the "how are they doing questions might have simply gone through. She did help me take care of him when he was dying. My father was alot older than her. I digress. I think each situation is different.
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How Do I Feel? on 2008-04-14 14:44:06 |
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It's good for you to write poetry about things that bother you. It helps get it out of your system. Write as many as you want. This poem is beautiful. I hope things go better for you.
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Stressed to Your Last Nerve? on 2008-04-14 14:33:18 |
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I usually punch and kick things. Not a good idea. Your ways are much better.
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Ten Sunny Ways to Make Your Day a Good One! on 2008-04-14 14:31:04 |
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That is great. Thanks
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IF I KNEW on 2008-04-14 14:29:03 |
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That is a beautiful poem and so true. I think we all remember where we were doing on that horrible day. Thanks for the poem.
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Finding the Gift-Bad Days on 2008-04-14 14:19:28 |
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I hope so. Thanks for the uplifting blog. It seems as though all my days lately have had some degree of badness.
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Don't Cha on 2008-04-14 14:13:58 |
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I had a stalker once. I slept with a revolver under my pillow. When I slept. I may have mentioned this I can't remember. So if I have please forgive my ignorance. I love ferrets. They are so cool. That's terrible that you kid got sick all because they wouldn't fix your a/c. That's the way it always seems to work. Here's to better days.
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a buyers market or is it buyers remorse? on 2008-04-14 14:00:34 |
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Well I can see I have to scold you guys. NEVER BUY NOTHING OFF THE TV. IT'S A TOTAL RIP OFF!!!!
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No, my name has not been cleared... Lord Save Us! on 2008-04-14 13:51:28 |
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You don't have red letters on my computer.
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roes blog explicit part 3 on 2008-04-14 13:49:33 |
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I'm glad your name is once again is as clean as he driven snow. (hehe)
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roes explicit blog part 2 on 2008-04-14 13:44:16 |
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When were you nabbed as being explicit. I looked at April and March and I'm not finding it.
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Am I an Artist on 2008-04-14 13:36:42 |
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Thank you DS. I have another picture in my head that seems a bit clearer than the last. I love being able to draw and the challenges it brings. I think it's in my blood. I would never try charcoal in a million years but I just love it. I think you'd like it to. The messier the better right.
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void on 2008-04-12 14:23:32 |
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Sounds like your lonely. People don't always do what you want them to or be what you want them to be. That's the rub. I was an only child so I think a bit differently than you. I am used to being by myself and even thought I am alone, I am not lonely. This is something you have to adjust to.
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No Rules for LOVE on 2008-04-12 14:19:50 |
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Good blog. You are so right.
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Family Issues on 2008-04-12 14:17:13 |
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I have recently moved in with my grandmother. She is very difficult to live with. I don't know why relatives treat their family members the way they do. He telling you your son is possessed is ridiculous. I hope you can find some friends to hang with. Staying away from the family definately sounds like a good idea. Your mother and you brother need to get a grip.
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What is wrong with me? on 2008-04-12 14:05:13 |
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I am like what your describing and I am 39 years old. I have problems holding interest in men, activities, everything except my cats. Alot of people are like that. Don't beat yourself up about it. If you lose interest in a guy just let them down easy and try not to beat yourself up for feelings you can't help.
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New Twist-Love Interest on 2008-04-12 14:01:23 |
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Girl I'm going to give you some harsh advice. Drop him. You listed 5 reasons you should. Just do yourself the favor and do it already.
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Disenchanted on 2008-04-12 13:57:05 |
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It sounds like you've been through it. We all have these troubles. The only thing I can say is I hope you feel better from all this.
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Response To Comments In Previous Blog… on 2008-04-12 13:44:14 |
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Sometimes friends have to part ways. Like they weren't really friends in the first place. That was totally rude and juvenile. I hope you have fun with the fam.
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Feelin’ Weird… on 2008-04-12 13:39:51 |
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You friend sounds a little crazy.
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Bret Micheals Rock of Love on 2008-04-12 13:31:43 |
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Thanks Fancie. I think he probably would have picked Kristy Joe to. I personally like Brett. Another reason I watch is because he's not a total jackass. I forgot to put that in my blog. He seems nice.
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"I've Never Dared To Let My Feelings Free" on 2008-04-12 13:01:24 |
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Def Leppards 'Pour Some Sugar On Me'. That always does it for me. Everyone gets those days like you described. That is just such a fun song. You can't help but dance to it. Better days.
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Looking Through Stained Glass on 2008-04-12 12:49:20 |
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I really enjoy your blogs. They are so full of thoughts and feelings I can totally relate to. I am sometimes scared to care about someone. I used to be afraid to care about my animals for fear they would die. I don't feel that way anymore. You are not really living if you are hiding under you bed waiting for life to pass you by or to afraid to let yourself care about other people or animals. Your blogs are so thought provoking. I think I've said this before but it bears repeating.
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WHY BLAB WHEN YOU CAN BLOG? on 2008-04-12 12:33:39 |
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I agree. Some people of the older persuation are just not going to get what we're doing. I always enjoy reading your blogs.
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not since the 16th. on 2008-04-11 16:36:04 |
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Congratulations on both accounts. I am really happy for you.
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Excitement Reigns For Now on 2008-04-11 16:34:08 |
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I hope everything works out for you the way you want it to. It is good you are both trying. If you married and still care for one another you should do everything you can to work it out.
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St Jude Novena on 2008-04-11 16:29:53 |
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I have used St Jude also. He's the patron Saint of lost causes. All of us get lost from time to time.
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IT'S SUCH A SHAME! on 2008-04-11 16:09:01 |
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I'm sorry for whatever pain you going through. I don't have any kids. My mom had alot of trouble with me. We had alot of blowups. Still do sometimes. But I appreciate everything she did and still does for me. Your kid will to. Reading your blogs I know what a special person you are and you couldn't have but the best of intentions. Hang in there.
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Soul's Passionate Body on 2008-04-10 20:15:06 |
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That was really great. I feel the same way as you about crying. Everything you write is so neat. It always touches something inside of me.
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Thanks on 2008-04-10 19:56:02 |
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I'm glad it helped.
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Another one Bites The Dust on 2008-04-10 19:53:52 |
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Maybe she's in love with love. The way you are thinking now is better. I don't think my thinking is even that sound. I just straight up don't trust.
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WTF? on 2008-04-10 19:49:26 |
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You are absolutely doing the right thing. I don't know if you believe in God or not but I will say a pray for you and your little girl and all the other children this jerk can get around. These people need to serve real time. Take care.
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Desperately Wanting on 2008-04-10 19:44:50 |
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Sounds like you got a real squirrel farm down there in TN. I had the stalking problem. The protection orders never work. It just inflames them. Someone should beat the shit out of that sex offender guy. We have enough problems in this world with those people lurking about.
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Feeling good on 2008-04-10 19:26:55 |
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Sounds as though your doing well. Caring for your cute little puppy may have something to do with it. It's nice though when the sun is shining and you don't have to worry about snow anymore. At least here. I don't know much about Canada. Sounds like the weather is better.
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Ramblings on 2008-04-10 19:22:33 |
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Your puppy snores. That's so cute. I used to have trouble sleeping all night or sometimes at all at night. It sucks.
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I got two new babies!! on 2008-04-10 19:17:16 |
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The puppy sounds so adorable. I wish I could see her. New car that is so cool.
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I know it's still early but.. on 2008-04-10 18:51:49 |
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Let's see, Julian and Alicia. It took me a minute to come up with a girls name. Are you going to find out the sex? I'm glad you had some friends to hang with last weekend.
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from paws to claws to aws on 2008-04-10 18:41:42 |
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I love my cats and I loved my dogs when we had them. I plan to get another in the future. Our pets are our children, especially for people like me who have never had children and have no desire to. Nice post.
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How do You Want it on 2008-04-07 15:35:38 |
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I am with you 110%. There is no excuse for racism. My grandparents are the same way. They use the n word constantly and with such venom. I swear I cringe every time I hear one of them say it. I have been out with all race of guys to. I have said something to my grandma about her use of the word but she just doesn't listen. She says "they don't like us". It's just BS and I'm so sick of it so I feel for you girl.
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Look Out, I'm Coming Out on 2008-04-07 15:18:06 |
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Thank you guys for your comments. It really helps to have your understanding.
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The Life and Times of My Cat: Part 1 on 2008-04-07 15:11:42 |
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You don't sound crazy. You know the unconditional love of an animal. I have cats to and they do all kinds of crazy things. I think they are just to smart for their own good. We had one that would sort of clasp his paws on the bathroom door and swing back & forth until he got it opened, we had one that thought her bed was the caste iron skillet on the stove, we had one that so methodicly knock a box of doughnuts on the floor and punch and rip the paper on the top of the box and reach in and pull out a doughnut. It was the funniest thing I ever saw.
Cats are great. I love to just sit and watch them to see what they're going to do next.
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take me out to the ballgame but dont make me watch on 2008-04-07 14:42:55 |
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Sounds to cool. But you guys and my step-dad would be mortal enemies. He's a Cubs fan. Baseball just moves a little to slow for me.
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the party is over way too soon! on 2008-04-07 14:39:55 |
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Sounds cozy, until the hubby comes in. Usually my cats won't let me read or do anything else for that matter except hold them a pet them. I have to do stuff at the dining room table which is a nightmare but that's another story.
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I do not want anyone to be the boss of me on 2008-04-07 14:35:49 |
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I know what you mean.
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too too many on 2008-04-07 14:31:54 |
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Actually right now I am too tired to think. Hope your days since have been better.
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No Idiots in Paradise on 2008-04-07 14:13:32 |
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I like it that you ponder things on these pages. It is really cool and it makes me think of ways maybe I can be a better person.
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Life on 2008-04-07 14:04:05 |
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MM: I loved the poem and everything else you wrote. It is absolutely perfect. Sounds like the person who said that mean thing is probably jealous of you life and what you have. Don't let theym make you feel bad. You are a totally cool person with a deep soul and caring of others. I'm glad we're friends.
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Dream. (2 April 2008) on 2008-04-05 13:18:41 |
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I would have to agree with erica3. You need to go to someone who interprets dreams. The only thing I know is that people usually say they are not meant to be taken literal. They are symbolic of something.
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Melding Into the Future on 2008-04-05 13:11:04 |
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I don't look back. I did what I did and I regret nothing. I don't know about destiny, but I am trying to be a good person today, in the here and know and maybe make some small goals to acheive. I did love your post though. Your always so insightful. Your a very deep thinker.
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Ugh.. today... but Yay ...Friday? on 2008-04-05 13:01:28 |
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I feel the same. If we lived in the same city I'd come hang. I do hope you find someone. You mentioned your family. Don't they have to take you in when your bored and pregnant? Later
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My Mind Closet is Full on 2008-04-05 12:49:04 |
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I feel for you and I'm concerned. I just want you to be ok. Writing out these things you are writing is a catharsis for you. Others will understand & comment on what your are going through. I am so sorry these things happened to you.
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how dry I am, how wet Ill be if I find the right on 2008-04-05 12:42:01 |
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You are so crazy. I loved reading about the swimming crazies.
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Mask on 2008-04-05 12:08:18 |
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angelwings is right. If you be yourself and people don't like you, that's on them not on you. They are missing out on your friendship. Your poem is beautiful.
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A Childs Playground on 2008-04-05 12:04:03 |
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Your are such a great poet.
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You Grow Much Better on 2008-04-05 12:01:52 |
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I meant to say I love your new profile pic. I love tigers.
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You Grow Much Better on 2008-04-05 12:01:06 |
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I love this. It is so positive.
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Massive fire engulfs Sydney timber store on 2008-04-02 18:20:15 |
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It is so devasting to watch a building burn. I get this weird feeling of hoplessness inside. It's hard to explain.
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My Poetry on 2008-04-02 18:15:04 |
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Sounds like lyrics.
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Vamperic Poetry on 2008-04-02 18:14:10 |
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Great poem.
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... on 2008-04-02 17:47:19 |
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My brain does not comprehend.
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Hahah April Fools! on 2008-04-02 17:44:51 |
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Funny. Happy belated April Fools.
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Why Women Are Crabby on 2008-04-02 17:36:45 |
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Up to the baby part I can relate. Never had kids. My mom did tell me I was a bad influence on God and the devil and they knocked her out so she didn't know for 3 days what she had. Hey it was 1969. I wouldn't trade being a woman even though it still it a burden. Thanks for the Crankyness of womanhood story. It was great.
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Have a great day my Friend! on 2008-04-02 17:26:48 |
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You are so right about all of it. Thank for the reminder.
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back in the swim of things on 2008-04-02 17:20:54 |
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Actually my bad. I'm from Tampa. It was the gulf. It still hurts though.
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back in the swim of things on 2008-04-02 17:19:57 |
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I love to swim & it's been so long. I lived in FL but I didn't like to go in the ocean. There are living things in there that like to sting like jellyfish. It hurts. Happy swimming.
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