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Ashamed
I am ashamed of myself for letting someone push me this far and ashamed to even put it on here as a blog but I guess that's what I'm doing so here goes. She said that my addictions were not her problem. My own grandmother. I can never do anything to satisfy her. I'm never......Read More

Posted on: 2008-07-05 11:54:08 | Rating:

| Views: 77 | Comments: 9 | Tags: self-mutilation

And Then There Were None
And then there were none, No souls to ease this Constant ache. My heart is in ashes, Consumed by the fires Of pain. A pain I cannot reach. The pen is my blade, Bleeding words I dare Not utter. Emotions on alert. The pass me by in a Whirlwind, Never saying hello. ...Read More

Posted on: 2008-07-07 15:49:11 | Rating:

| Views: 54 | Comments: 7 | Tags: poetry confusion emotions

The End
Sleeping, dreaming, Running away. I need to drown myself. I need to slash myself. Maybe I should blow Myself away. I wish I'd never entered This world. The pain is unbearable. I can't wait for The End. ...Read More

Posted on: 2008-07-09 16:23:36 | Rating:

| Views: 68 | Comments: 9 | Tags: poetry pain death

Hate
I AM SO PISSED OFF RIGHT NOW I COULD EAT THIS COMPUTER. MY GRANDMOTHER ALWAYS KNOWS HOW TO TWIST THE KNIFE A LITTLE DEEPER, JUST HOW TO MAKE YOU HATE HER ASS JUST A LITTLE MORE. I AM SO SICK OF IT BUT I HAVE TO LIVE THERE BECAUSE THEY ARE BOTH OLD AND THEY NEED SOMEONE AROUND......Read More

Posted on: 2008-07-10 14:03:38 | Rating:

| Views: 62 | Comments: 10 | Tags: hatred death

My Art
My art is words Written in blood, An oath to survive. But I'm so tired. My words get shorter With each day. My oath is fading. I shouldn't have signed. Don't ask me why I'm Still here. I have no answer. I'm blinded by tears. There is confusion In my head.......Read More

Posted on: 2008-07-19 15:42:30 | Rating:

| Views: 43 | Comments: 5 | Tags: poetry life depression

Alone
The screaming never stops My blood boils. The scheming never stops. I hide behind black hair And sunglasses. My head in my hands, I rock back and forth. How do I handle this New pain. It is infinite. It seems like forever Since I've seen a soul. I live in the state of......Read More

Posted on: 2008-07-23 14:07:06 | Rating:

| Views: 70 | Comments: 8 | Tags: poetry pain rage loneliness

Never
Anger creeps in my soul. Tears seep from my eyes. Mixed emotions, In this mixed up place. They beat me with words, Until they see blood On my brow. No life. Nothing but pain. Bullets of shame Fire at me. It is all my fault. All of it. I wait & hope, But it......Read More

Posted on: 2008-07-30 12:55:42 | Rating:

| Views: 46 | Comments: 5 | Tags: depression anger death

Senses
I am new. I have no mouth With which to speak. Everything here is chaos. No relief for my other Senses. My tired eyes cannot Comprehend this. I need a new place To hang my soul. I'm allowed no opinion. My ears take in tired Ignorance. My thoughts won't focus As......Read More